soci is draining me out mans! feel so tired after rewatching the webcast for soci lect 5 and 6! oh god! now my notes are like god knows what, scribblings here and there in diff colours!

joanne has something which she absolutely dislikes now and that is staying over in sch, in the company of disgusting people. i never heard a more digusting conversation in my life. the conversation started on quite an ok note but it jus got more and more disgusting towards the end. all i know is that wherever the conversation led to, it jus made me lose total respect for the losers. you all should all jus quit school and hang ard geylang or pubs waiting for any 'drunken girl' to hit on and 'have fun with her'. we are as human as you! not some sex toy/slave for you to play ard with!! super offensive things were said and when i heard it, i was in total shock. at that moment i felt so lost i didnt know what to do, only knowing to cry and hope someone can get me out of this nightmare! take ur shit as far away as possible, dun link us into your disgusting world. suddenly everyone in there seemed so fake, not knowing who to trust.

i talked to pok, sab, shiru, yanwei and ashton abt it. they were saying that its disgusting but not shocking. they were saying taht i am very very protected which is why things like this can be very shocking for me. sometimes too much shock is not a good thing. it made me really want to quit the comm there and then. but yanwei said something which make me stop. think of why i joined in the first place. i guess so. so now those freaks are just my 'colleagues', outside 'work' i wouldnt hang out with them. i dun see the need to have so called bonding sessions with them, i will jus do my work so that they wouldnt have anything to bitch abt. and yanwei was right, treasure alpheus, treasure the friendships which i do, very dearly too :)) i thank god for bringing them into my life and i hope that no matter what, things wouldnt change. i want to have them by my side throughout uni, supporting me and always showering me with love and concern :))

ashton helped lifted my mood by helping me find the pooh bear movie 'springtime with roo'! he was talking abt childhood cartoons when i told him that if he could find the above movie for me, i will call him superman! goodness! after relectlessly finding it for years without results, ashton managed to find it for me! and watching it made me retreat back to my own comfort zone again :) oh wells, it lifted my spirits.

went for the tiong bahru fieldtrip on sat. interesting! there were really hidden places in tiong bahru that i have not seen before :D makes me wish that i was back in the 1960s and 1970s. the days of the cha cha and oldies! :p though i was really super tired from the lack of sleep and carrying a 2kg laptop ard!

i love my daddy and mummy! hee hee! my dad was overseas during the weekend because his company had an all expenses paid trip for its employees. so it was my mum bro and me. went to hougang mall for lunch and my mum sponsored me a pretty dress that we saw in iora :)) my dad jus came home and he bought me this really cute bag and tee shirt! hoho!

like what i said, my family matters a lot to me. i wouldnt listen to your nonsense abt placing MC within the top 3 priority and placing my family last! you can choose to forgo YOUR family, but dun expect me to do the same!

i rebonded my hair! :D cause i really want to leave it long and my hair was already becoming like a bush sticking out here and there. and curling like nobody's business. but it burnt a hole in my pocket! bleahx! oh wells! and i bought a tub of 56 lollipops! assorted flavours! so far ashton and yanwei has booked the watermelon and cola flavour respectively! looks like i need to go and sort them out le!:D