okay okay, i am blogging already! :)

after that outburst[previous entry], i have been too tired every day to blog. and partly also because my brother has been hogging the comp every night. nothing much have been going on nowadays. my mum and i are on speaking terms again and we dun bring up that damn topic. its the same routine everyday. work, home, tuition, prepare teaching materials.... boring and mundane life.

met up with ruoyi for lunch recently at kovan. talking over lunch for about 2 hours is something that i really appreciate and miss very much. never having to put the false front as a teacher. i am not prepared to stand at the front of the classroom and deliver a lesson. deep underneath, i am still yearning to be in the classroom, jus that i wish i was sitting down and listening to a lesson and not deliver one. meeting up with old frens have become a hobby of mine :) so far, i only had one this year and it was with ruoyi.

i'm having a meetup with dory this thurs. most prob with sihui, filzah, syimah and jo too but they haven reply my sms :) it is going to be a motivaor to get me through the week!

chia ming yee, jovena sim,samantha quee,valerie ong,chua ah khar, wang tiying, serene ler, huang sihui, lim yumin,sheri quek,mak xuewei, ong jiemin, 4dee2005, o6o2, yeo huiqi,gillian jang, helen lung, lum zhixin, flizah,syimah, dorothy tan,josephine ng!! pple's whose name i mentioned pls yue me out soon!! cause i miss you guys loads and tonnes!! dinners, bbq, shopping trips! you name it!!

that day i was walking ard chinatown when i saw a picture of 2 ear studs on a ear and i got the sudden urge to pierce a second hole! ta da! i pierced my ear yest and its quite swollen now. heh heh. so for new year this year,its not dangling earring but 2 diamond studs for each ear:) i hope it looks stylo on me like how it looked on other ppl :) prays hard!!

i wanna buy sun dress for new year! like floral prints de to go to the beach :D hard to find. i am going to lose 7 kg by new year! i lost 3kg le :D

a fren of mine said in her farewell msg for me abt how i will get to meet more treasured frens in the future outside of nanyang. from nie training to now teaching in school, i have came across pple from the same age grp. well, those that i met from nie training, i only intreacted with them for 3 days but i dun see any frens that can be as treasured as my current bunch of frens :) i dun even rmb their names, mayb only the girl who is interning in the same school as me.

ciaos !!

你的世界是一个我永远不可能到达的目的地。。。

i absoutely hate every about 2008



i hate my job, i hate new year, i hate the fact that my frens are no longer with me, i hate the fact that i am no longer student[i miss my days as a student dearly], i hate the fact that it is so hard for frens to get together because our timetables are so vastly differnet now, i hate the fact that i have to take up 3 jobs at one time and yet can stil be blamed for not contributing to the family, i hate teaching tuition to i******, i hate not ahving enough sleep, i hate having to pay adult fare, i hate the fact that we still have to work for any 8 months b4 going into uni, i hate the fact that i have to travel 1.5 hours to get to work everyday, i jus hate growing up

but well, welcome to the real world girl.

its only 13 days in 2008 and i'm already leading a miserable life. you know how sometimes you can predcit from the beginning of the year whether the coming year is going to be a blast or a dread? jus like how i predicted that 2007 was a blast,i am predicting that 2008 would be a dready and miserable year.

my mum is currently 发疯-ing. i seriously dunno whats her problem. on fri, she was trying to persuade me to sign up for this credit card that has a credit limit of 500. i refused cause i told her that i didnt want to pay interest to some stupid bank for nothing and i seriously dun need a credit card. its 24% for goodness sake. and i du want to have banks start calling my hp, my home and sending lawyer letters to me. i dun wanna drop into the same cycle of credit card debts like her. i know that she is trying to get me to apply that card so that she can temp pay her bills but she is giving me the cock and bull story abt how she wants me to have credit with me at all times so that i can buy things that i want. i can pay that with cash for god sake!! anyways, she scolded me saying wht my cousin brainwash me abt the interest rates and all and how my cousin is a rich girl but i'm not. and how my uncle has 7 months bonus and my dad does nt even have 7 weeks. she is getting more and more ridiculous. well , i did sign that form in the end but i dunno whether she went to apply for it. i was was wearing a black face th whole day and when i got off the car, i didnt say anything. she came home and started acting like a lunatic and screaming the whole house down.

if her intentions are really abt me having credit with me at all times, den why the hell is she grumbling about how i am not HELPING HER? obviously what i have guessed is corect! lets just see how long can she stay crazy.

doing my teaching internship now. the prob students are enough to fill a whole level. the 4.5 hours staff meeting on fri almost killed me.

i am one unhappy girl now. i miss nanyang terribly. going back with sam to nanyang last last fri after nie training really brought back many memories. esp when the time i went back was during orientation disco night. sec 3,sec4,j1,j2--these the most fab years of my life :) they were the years when i could not wait to go to school every morn and i look forward to school no matter how eeeks the lessons were. i really hate life at this point of time.