yay! i got a pleasant pleasant surprise today! while i was downstairs going to walk to econ, suddenly my uncle's car with my aunty, uncle and cousin 'popped' in front of me! ahahas... i was really really surprised! cause i didnt expected it! act they were here to repair their tv[somewhere near hougang] and they dropped by! talked endlessly to my cousin! so super fun! although neva see each other for 2 weeks but it seems 2 years! like so many things happen le! her uni orientation, my own stuff and lots and lots of stuff! :D

today went gym with tiying and i tink i'm losing my stamina! i can no longer run like last time! ahahas... but never mind, anw, i was super high the whole day! jovena and tiying were suan-ing me all the way from sch to macs to the bus interchange! 'the truth hurts hors?' hahaas... learnt something from baoqi too... i can only say 'GASPS'!

we watched '3 feet apart' during gp lecture abt how technology has dominated our lives! very funny and crappy!

for today, i shall say joanne LOVES st nicks orange bowl! :)

opps, it seems that i didnt update a long long time but act i did! for class outing de but it seems that blogger didnt allow me to blog it... the whole entry came out in greek or some foreign language! never mind, i give a short summary here: the girls played catching and the guys played soccer! ahahas....

last week was the best cause there were only 2 days in the week! mon and fri! and COINCIDENTALLY, mon and fri are the days wherby i end early! ahahas... heaven has eyes! :D anyway, i hope i completed enough cip hours for th year so no more flag days for me! seriously, i hate flag days the most! its so embarrassing! and i got scolded for being 'a s'porean kid who begs on the street' by some ang moh! wad the hell!

i did something super malu on fri! i hope someone doesnt get the wrong idea HORS JOVENA?!! ahahahs...

went to see fireworks yest !very nicee! didnt regret going! :) and i got a nicee nicee video of it in my phone!

i'm so gonna fail my gp! thanks a lot! if YOUU cant be bothered, den jus say it and i will fuckingly jus put my name for the project and say that i did it all by myself... you can go ahead and get ZERO! FUCK IT!

i learnt something new: 爱能融化一切的仇恨。。。so from today onwards, i'm gonna post something i love! love is going to overpower the hate in my life! :D

Joanne loves 3/4 dee!

yay! its a 2 day week this week! 2 and a half days of hols! got flag day today in serangoon, hougang and kovan area today... paired up with khar loo and we managed to have one of the heaviest tins ard! yay! after that stayed back to do written report till the library close... theres was like no one in the library except for me, khar loo, jean, quelyn and a bunch of j2s in the discussion room... do until felt so drained... we were like walking zombies when we walked out of the library! hahas... super tired but felt much better after a bathe at home... went to eat pepper lunch for dinner with my mum and dad :)

arhs! neva knew pw could be this draining! and it doesnt help that one member of the group is always not doing stuff... say wad today got no time to meet with us and the next moment we found him playing football in the basketball court! wth! thanks a lot 'leader' who gives us orders! my foot mans!

你无意间闯进了我的人生，给了我一个笑的理由。。。

这一段黑暗的日子，我终于走过来了。跌跌撞撞，我终于找到了从新站起来的勇气。陪我度过艰难日子的朋友，谢谢你们。就算是那么一句鼓励的话也让我深深地感动。已经走在崩溃边缘的我，幸好有你们的支持，不然我也已经掉进了无底洞里。所以，真的很谢谢你们。我不善于表达自己，但我心中真的是满满的感谢。问我为什么能找到曙光的大门，我不能给你一个明确的答案。这一个星期下来，我突然觉悟了很多东西。其中一句是‘做人要学会看开’。。。往往我太固执了，什么都往事情最差的方面想。。。结果只是默默地在折魔着自己。当我张大眼睛看清楚周围时，我发现身边有很多疼惜、爱护我的人。。。这个发现让我觉得自己很蠢，为什么我要封闭自己呢？

我不会忘记你们为我所做的一切。就算是一句简单的‘加油’，一句可以让我脸上有笑容的话，我也感激万分。谢谢你们，i love you guys! :)

2 aug rocks! it was such a fun fun day! we didnt play rugby during pe cause the store room was locked and dear gurmit didnt have the key! so we ended up playing monkey bars and training for next year's napfa! ahahas... yay! i managed to 'swing' through the whole stretch of monkey bar! after that was long long break... went to meet jov for the first one hour den went with dory and jo to see mr seq for the next one hour for hist... apparently, the teachers have a huge supply of oranges cause every teacher were peeling oranges! :D fst forward, after assembly, met gillian, hui qi,yumin and jovena for lunch... all of us were waiting for meetings at different times.. jov had to go off first for class comm meeting... den left huiqi, yumin, gillian, melissa and hanisah... there we found out a common interest! 14! ahahahas...

after tat jov came to my house to study.... i didnt do anything much but jov managed to read her vector notes! hahas... after that we went hougang mall to buy bubble tea! had a fun time talking rubbish to her yest! :P was laughing the whole day.... thanks for the laughs jov! :)

was rushing through hist project for the whole night and only went to bed at 1 plus... stupid me dreamt that i saw the clock was 6am and went to bathe... when i came out of the toilet, i found that nobody was awake den very qi guai.. i went to look at the clock and guess wad??!! it was only 2.30! like wad the! arhs! went back to sleep again and was awoken at 5 plus by my mum telling me that her water bed was leaking and she couldnt sleep so she came over to my room to sleep... arhs! pract didnt sleep the whole night!

econs test tmr! off to study le! ciaos people! :)

*the moment the word was out of your mouth, it signalled the beginning of the end... i wouldn let you boss me ard anymore... and i found out something that is real disgusting abt you... there is only one word to describe you and that is despo! you are so despo that you can even go and snatch other people's boyfriend! 你这个狐狸精没有资格做我的朋友！

woahs laos, my mood was supposed to be good one today cans? ruined by a BEAST! anw, today after chinese met up with yumin, huiqi and gillian to talk... when we were going to eat soupy place, huiqi said super place and we were laughing like crazy... den huiqi turned me ard and i nearly knocked into the pillar... something to laugh abt again! talking to them makes the world seem brighter! glad to have them ard! :)

after that was supposed to meet ruoyi to talk also but jov ask me to go with her for the tourism talk so yupps, went for the talk instead... quite interesting... but i dun tink the tourism industry is meant for me... i'm not a people's person! hahas... if only tmr is a holiday! but its not, some more got make up hist tutorial... sad case! sigh! nvm, things are starting to look up again! :)

ge do tonight on channel u! like finally! after my cousin and me have been whining abt how channel u neva show ge dou tian wang! it rocks! 格斗天王段宇桥aka孙协志！

sorta vented my frustrations in a letter today... cnny was quite fun... not the activities but rather the company.. jovena, serene, ruo yi, jeannette, patricia.... my dear fellow grp members and lep students! hahas... so fun whenever we act tao jie shang sheng! hahas...

many things made me think today... not of my probs but rather of someone else... much as i seek comfort from others whenever i have probs, i realised that i am not as good in comforting others... tho i like the fact that people come to me with probs (its a great feeling that people trust you), i find that i dun give very good advice... all i can do is to give advice based on similar experience that i may have which is often not very good... does that make me a bad fren/listener? i wonder...
to that certain fren of mine: if you are reading this and know that i'm referring to you... pls forgive me for my ignorance and tho i may not offer good adivce, rest assure that i will always be here to hear you rant... :)

也许这一切都是命中注定，我看我是该时候放手了。。。 一分钟的伤心就等于失去一份钟的快乐。我要从新做会快乐的我，祝福我吧朋友！：）

its only tues but it already feels like a whole trunk had run over me! super tired! yest stayed up to do hw but turn out that the hw all dun need to pass up today! like wad the hell! nvm, at least i can slack a bit but just a bit only! promos are coming up and i'm determined to study even harder than i did for mid years! i wanna go uni! i cant let the jerk and his family look down on me!

last week was super cool cause it was a four day week! met with ming and jovena last fri at hougang mall... ming wanted to buy flip flops and came down to hougang mall to buy... den we met up and catch up... :) how i miss that girl! same class as 4 years le! ming, lets met up again soon!

went gym with tiying also on wed... ask that girl whether going home a not den suddenly i got dragged along with her and her fren to the gym.. ahahas... that girl is a sweat generating machine!

*the days are getting harder and harder to pass... wad did i tell myself at the beginning of this week? didnt i say i would aim to be happier?! but its easier said then done... someone once told me that hopefully i can be a blessing to others but guess i'm a complete opposite... its jus a torture having me ard... jus wanna say a big sorry to all those who have to put up with my mood swings...

woho! i'm officially 17! thanks to all for the wishes on sat! celebrated with my mum's side of the family! in the day went to settlers' cafe with my cousin and brother to play board games... hahas... quite fun... den we had 2 and a half hours of ktv! i jus love singing! ahahas...

ming and jov: thanks for 'tricking' me out with a movie den chasing after me to catch the bus to give me the present! :) love you guys!

joanne: thanks for shooting the bird for me! hahas... [inside joke:D] i guess you are right, i really did neglect the the fact that the lord was there beside me all the time... i really need the comfort tat he can offer... :) thanks for the advice!

XIUMING: wad would i do without you? thanks for the shiny shiny badge! you dream of 'mo ren', i dream of 'mo zhi'! hahas... you mayb my cousin but in actual fact, i tink you are more like my older SISTER! tho i mayb wrong in handling the matter, thanks for still taking my side! :) a big bear huggie for you! and thanks for dedicating the front of your blog for me!

to all who gave presents and smses: thanks for remembering! :)

Happy birthdat gillian! i know you very tocuhed but dun cry k? its supposed to be a happy day for you! :)

end of the week! super tired this week, ran for 4 days in a row and this is gonna continue till i'm no longer in danger of being in project 645! ahahas...

anw, today me and odry were in the gym...i was running and dory was doing other exercises... dne this whole big class came in and the pe teacher chased us out! wad the hell! nvm, today's a memorable day cause i ate soupy place for the very first time! dory's recommendation! :) not bad lahs!

ended school early today den went to the library to discuss the cnny filming thingie... however, there was no discussion room so me and jov were sitting outside waiting for people to come out... when jov was dozing off at the sofa and i was looking at the storyboard, i saw this bunch of people walking out... i recongize them as the bunch of people who were in one of the discussion rooms... dun ak me how i know cause i did a little spying ard.. hahas... i shouted at jov to run to the counter and yes! we managed to get the discussion room! feel so proud of myself cause its my first time booking the room! ahahahas.. ruoyi, serene, jov, jeannette and me were fooling ard in the room! and we managed to borrow a laptop too! it was super fun playing with them! ruo yi is like so hilarous! hahas...

came home and i have been online ever since! blogging, chatting... jus doing wu liao stuff!

*do YOU know how much pain am i hiding each time? but wad can i do? there is absolutely nothing i can do... i'm tired, very very tired... girl, wake up... stop hurting yourself anymore...

i was in for a big disappointment today... got back econs, chinese paper 2 and gp essay today...

econs was a total flop... it was the subject that i thought i could at least pass... guess i was too complacent... did terribly for the essay, my content for the second essay was not even relevant... i thought i could at least scrape a pass but wth...

chinese paper 2 was sorta expected cause i left a whole 10 marks ques blank... -shake head- gosh, i really agree with wad my hist teacher used to say: you have to be mentally strong to sit through a long long paper! but still the overall mark was disappointing.. barely passed...

failed gp essay! sigh, this was even more expected... but that gopal said my prob was with my content not language so i should just read more....

this is so freakingly disappointing... y the hell am i doing so badly when i studied?! was it the method of studying? i'm so fed up already mans... year after year i come home with a bad report card...cant even make my parents proud of me.. i jus hate it when i have to see the disappointment in their eyes when i tell them my marks.... and i'm so guilty! i act lashed out at my brother to vent my frustrations... its so unfair to him... then i have to bear the guilt after lashing out at him.. heys! its not a good feeling...

???????? ???????????????????

hohoho! break now and i'm blogging in the lep room! arhs! its back to school again! big big blow! cause i'm still in the holiday mood! hehs!

last paper yest and i went out to play! hahas.. finish paper at 10 but had to wait for the others to finish their listening compre... went to run with qiao die den changed and went to canteen to crap with tiying, jo and junhao.. jo was eating her fave meal of cup noodles! hahas...

12 came, valerie and khar loo finished their listening compre le den we went orchard to catch a movie... we were too late to catch the 12 plus movie we decided to watch scary movie 4 at 2.10 :) we went to long john to eat and we were talking... our fave past time! :D

really had a stomach workout mans! scary movie 4 was damn funny! ju on was damn cutee! there was one scene in which he was supposed to crawl down the stairs but he crawl until tumble down the stairs! anti-climax! hahas... den there was another scene in which the lead actress held a lighter in her hand and climbed into the attic... when she saw ju on, she screamed and ju on screamed too! cause the lighter was burning his hand! super funny! hahas... i recommend the movie but beware cause the plot is really crap!

after that, we went to take neos! neos price increase le! there are no more $8 machines! now all $9 and above de... the machine that we choose had 21 shots and it was so super fast between shots... our jaws were aching! hahahas...

after that, we went heeren to window shop! gosh, it was agony cans?! so many things wanna buy but got no money! arhs! i wanna save up!

went home at abt 6 plus! super tired but very fun! suddenly i'm so addicted to going out! hahahas... my mum's gonna faint when she hears it! hahas... :)

attention 4 dee'05! class outing! abt end july! pls tell us wad you guys wanna do! its will most prob be sun... oh, and pls pop by our very dead class blog, there is a list of the schools we went to..[this was requested by jovena! :)] see ya guys soon!

3 papers down, 2 more to go! arhs! this is torturous! chinese lit was the worst! paper 1 and paper 2, each 3 hours cans? so its a total of 6 hours of non-stop writing! i dun understand wads the use of so many classrooms if you dun give exams in them! all the papers in the lt(s) and the table is so super low, den we have to bend like mad... now my neck something wrong! seriously! human rights! seriously cant wait for this time tmr cause i will be free! almost anw, there is one more maths paper on tues but can study on mon! hist sucks to the core! esp international hist!

i'm guilty! slept 2 hours of afternoon nap jus now... goodness knows how much i could have done by then lahs! good job joanne! :(

act the main point i am here typing a post is cause i woke up and found that i received a sms from a person whose name i totally didnt want to see! ok... fine i admit i'm still sore over the elections ,but fuck whenever i tink of it , i'll be fuming mad! BITCH, I HATE YOU! FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT MANS! AND DUN EVA MSG ME AGAIN, YOU SUCK!

btw, Happy belated 17th birthday valerie! sorry, i didnt blog till now!

monday! brand new week but its also the last week of the hols so theres not much to celebrate too cause first paper is this fri! arhs arhs arhs! had a super fun weekend!

fri afternoon, my cousin called to ask if i go take the concert vcd le mahs den i say haven.. den talk talk talk suddenly we just settled on her coming over to my house to sleep over! when she came to my house, she hogged the comp since her comp is down and the poor girl has a hundred and one shows waiting for her! hahas...but i very guai, while she watch, i study for mid years lohs! :) hahas... in the evening, we went to play bball and badminton with my brother who is like so super excited that 'jie jie'[not me] is here to stay! hahas... waited for my parents to come home den eat dinner which was like 8 plus 9 already... anw, we went hougang mall to walk walk after that... and we ended up buying kfc for supper! hahas.... we were like bursting after the 2 enormous meals! :P after tat, my cousin went back to watching shows while i finish lou shi ming.. after tat we watch wan yu which had this food dan yuan...they wanted to reward xiezhi on the good sale for his book! :) sweet steam egg! we decided to try it out the next day! after tat, we just laid in the dark talking till 2 plus 3... can feel all the tension accumulated over the few days studying melting away...

sat kbox! whahahas... so fun! 3 hours of singing with lunch! simply heaven! :) we finished at 2 den went hougang mall to buy the ingredients for the sweet steam egg! rushed all the way home to catch shao gong on channel u! comparing with the present day shao gong, the shao gong on channel u is really a stark contrust! but its still nice! :)

the sweet steamed egg is quite erms... we added too much milk and it tasted ok lahs, not that bad but not that good either! hahas... overall, it was still a fun experience... at night, we went to my aunt's cafe to eat dinner... and eat the dessert that my dear cousin has been whining abt not being able to eat it since the previous night! hahas...

sun, father's day! we went out for dinner with my cousin's family and after that we went to poly club house to sit and just talk.. the guys were watching world cup! like so obvious! hahas...

i'm hooked on the kbox virus! how?! no no no, i need to concentrate and study! jiayou peeps!

hohoho! its been exactly 11 days since i last updated! something was wrong with my tag board and it only showed tags up till 6 june. den this afternoon all of a sudden, a whole series of tags shown up! hahas... it was only then did i realise that so many people are chasing me to update! so i should! hahas...

finally, the 'long awaited hols' are here! i love my new found freedom! since last fri!? waking up whenever i want and hitting the books whenever i feel like it! hahas..but most of the time, i'm just sitting in front of the comp watching shows! always tell myself just 5 mins, 5 mins den i end up watching the whole show! ahahas... this is how 'disciplined' i can be! hahas... i'm just clearly my long overdue shows cans?! the memory space for the 'haven watched' file is getting smaller! :)

mid years are so so near and i'm beinning to feel the urgency but yet i dun have the motivation to get down to studies... i dun even understand like half of my hist international paper cans!? so how the hell am i supposed to pass my hist paper?! i wanna do well for mid years! it feels damn weird having mid years after like 4 years of not having them! yupps, st nicks doesnt have mid years! so for the past 4 years, my june hols are just typical slacking periods! i miss those days! hahas... does anyone has a magical formulae to cramp everything into my head?!

k, the biggest event that i can say happen in my life is that i lost the cnny elections! heys, its a damn big blow! from pri school to sec school and now even to jc, i'm always just a little shot of a leadership position.... y y tell me y?! y does it happen to me time and again?! no one has confidence in me to do a good job?! -sobs- i'm a big big failure! :( somehow or rather, i feel super super pissed with someone when the results came out... y the f**k did i stand to talk for her when no one else did?! serve me right mans!

thats all for now folks! shall TRY to update regularly k!? hahas... :) till then, take care everyone and jiayou for revision!

back from lep camp! its a refreshing experience! this year's lep camp was held at ntu and we slept in ntu hostels... roomed with jovena and we were in the same grp too with jiayi and kailing... my grp was all girls and there was only one guy! like erms... hahas, everyone was like damn dead in the beginning.. we played zhong ji mi ma to break ice and unluckily, the 4 ny people were the ones that had to do forfeit! arhs! i was made to stand up in the middle of the circle and shout that i like sun xiezhi! gosh, everyone was staring at me cans!? so embarassing!

first day: torture! cause we had to endure more than 6 hours of boring lectures! arhs! the tao jie guy was like the most boring guy that eva lived! cant stand him! but we had the script writer lecture at night... its was much more interesting and it was much lively! that night very tired so after bathing, we just waited for our hair to dry before noddng off..

2nd day: wen yu wan hui! the guy in our grp didnt wanna be mr lep so kailing went as the 'guy' representative in our grp den jiayi was the girl... screamed ourselves hoarse! the grp started warming up a little... at night wanted to eat cup noodles but forgot to take fork so in the end went to joanne's room to talk and boy did we talk! we talked for like 2 hours plus and we found that all joannes having very similar neng xin shi jie!

3rd da y: we were supposed to tink of a script with the song 'hui you na me yi tian'... we totally changed the lyrics and it was damn cute lahs! hahas... jov intimidated SOMEONE and we got the best script or something along that lines.. that night was super high! jov went to play games with her class den went to talk to joanne again... hahas... that night we finally got the fork to eat cup noodles! hahas...

end of camp! quite sad act cause it was like a very hard crash back to reality... in the 4 days, i didnt tink of anything outside of ntu and the moment i came home, it all comes flooding back... the econs notes that i dun understand, the hw left undone, the lessons that i have to attend and the problems that have cease to disappear... everything is like a dream... seeing everyone this morn felt like a bucke of cold water dumped over my head... hmmm, it was so unreal... it was like just a dream and now i have to wake up... i dun want to and reminiscening with ruo yi today makes me miss the camp days even more... it seems like an escape for me tho.. sigh... when will i ever smile from the bottom of my heart again?

joanne is happy again! 5566 was in town!

they went on 933 at 11.45pm on fri night and talked abt food... gosh, my stomach was like growling! xiezhi was damn cute on air! when meng zhe said that people can buy the winter melon drink during the autograph session, xiezhi said that he wanted to snatch with the fans and buy too! hahas... den meng zhe was scolding him abt how there are a whole store room full of the bottle drinks in taiwan waiting for him to drink!

yest i jumped up at 7.30 to go all the way to jurong east... to save 45 cents, i took nel all the way down to dhoby ghaut den all the way back up to jurong east! 28 stations! my butt was hurting like shit! waited a while for my cousin den we managed to cut quene cause pris and grace was there since 6 plus in the morn...
act we only waited for 3 hours which was quite fast... playing, talking... we haven seen each other since the dec concert...

finally, 5566 came! shao wei, renfu, meng zhe and xiezhi! xiezhi was super hyper and happy! he was staring at our direction all the time! :) after that, they were supposed to select 4 people to go onto the stage and play games... den me and pris were jumping up and down! [opps] xiezhi was definitely looking at our direction den shaowei had to open his mouth and ask if there was anyone's birthday that was on the actual day! since pris birthday was the day b4, we were jumping up and down more than ever! xiezhi saw us but he couldnt hear wad we were shouting... den he said something like 'dun jump abt anymore and faster come up!' but we shouted zuo tian zuo tian! den sadly he said too late, your bdare pass already... pris's heart broke but i told her tat since its not renfu who said it den she shouldnt be so sad... hahas...

the games were quite funny and xiezhi himself got eliminated at the second round! poor boy, he was so shocked! hahas... anw, after that, they sat down and started signing the yu gou coupons.... the whole time i was using the binoculars to stare at him and the first time he looked straight at the binoculars, i was so shocked! subsequently, he looked abt 5 times at the binoculars! and twice he gave us that very puzzled look! arhs! so cutee!

the whole autograph session ended at abt 4... den we rushed back to my cousin's house to wash up and rush back down to sg indoor stadium for the convention... dear us were late and we missed kallang station! when we came out of the mrt station, we saw yumin and her frens... so qiao! den we walk until loss our way so we took the taxi the end! to our relief, everyone was still quening up to go in... tho our tix were diff, 4 of us still sat together... damn high cans!?

before 56 was taufik and dong fang billy... yawns, so boring... they sang 4 songs each but 56 sang 8 songs! EIGHT! they really did liven up the whole atmosphere! and xiezhi knows cantonese! lalalas.... at the final, everyone left le but we were still in our seats den xiezhi was singing along to peng you... we were still jumping up and down when meng zhe saw us and nudge xiezhi den both of them waved to us! arhs! could have melted on the spot! renfu waved twice at us too! :)

the convention ended at 10.30 den walked to the bus stop to wait for my cousin to fetch us...

today woke up my whole body aching den no voice also! from too much shouting! hahas... but it was worth it! xiezhi wouldnt be coming sg till abt nov.. so this memory shall sustain me till then! :)

joanne arhs joanne... wad is happening to you? yest and today has been have the worst 2 days of my life so far mans! tink its cause i'm gonna pms and the weather is not helping either... haven felt so depressed since god knows when....

y am i stuck with the burden of teaching my brother? y the fuck cant i even have my own space and time? k, i know you guys are tired when you come home from work, but arent i as tired as well? act it all boils down to that idiot having no brains to tink and study himself... i'm sick and tired of having to put him in first place, as if everything of his is more impt than mine... i want to go out have to first see if either my mum or dad is at home so that he wouldn waste time watching tv... like wad the fcuk lahs...

y is happiness so short-lived? y was i happy for only such a short time? i remember telling myself that all these would not last long but y izzit so short?

i feel like a weakling and a very useless one that is...y izzit that i cant take criticisms/ bad remarks? and thats bad cause its how you learn to grow... a bad word can thrust me hard back to reality... i tried being stronger but i cant... no matter how many times i try...

am i arrogant to believe that i can produce good grades, get into a uni and make my parents proud?and who the hell do i tink i am? i'm jus nobody... even my dad preferrd to have a son than daughter and my mum is always siding my brother... sorry to say that i'm a GIRL mans...

my grades are no better... failed gp essay and hist essay... sigh

tuesday! act dun have a lot of things to blog abt also since not much happen in school... usual fooling ard, gossiping... hahas... i realised that i am super scared for my studies... everything is not up to date esp econs! econs is sriously the worse! i dun even know wad the hell is going on in theory of production... sigh!

pw is weighing me down... the prob does not lie with my grp, it lies with pw as a whole thing... thinking of ideas and coming up with gpp and all... arhs! i'm gonna die!

opps, haven been updating very regularly! hahas... 4 day week again this week! super happy cause its such a short week! hahas....

this week was damn funny cause since monday, me and valerie have been counting down the days to thurs! every morn we see each other we will be like there is 3 days left, 2 more days etc...hahas... this week the macs outing was super fun! as usual there was the 8 of us and this week we had jo with us too! then we couldnt find any long tables at macs that could accomodate all of us so we joined 4 tables together but we were like squeezing like mad... but it was cosy! hahas... seriously the only thing that keeps me going for the week is the thurs outings! hahas...

yest met up with helen, gillian and ming! went kbox-ing and it seems like a million years since i last since held a mike! hahas... after singing, we walked ard and sat down to talk... me and gillian bought a horoscope book and its super interesting! hahas... thousand and one things you can find in there! ming is coming down to ny to find us next fri! got something else to loko forward to again! :) waffle ice cream!

went through quite a lot of emotional rollar coasters this week... in a way, its a good thing... really glad to have met a bunch of frens like the girls in 02... esp tiying, valerie, khar loo, jo, jeannette... they really understand wads going on inside me cause according to tiying, she has gone through wad i am going through now... so in a way, she has the experience and know how to advise me and stuff... thanks a million jie! love you guys plenty!

yay! 56 is coming in a week's time! next sat! cant wait mans!

end of another week and there are so many things to blog abt! sorry for not updating to all those who read my blog! :(

mon was a holiday but it seriously did not seem like a holiday to me cans? i mean there is like so many bloody tests to study for and tutorials to do! history was the worst! had mao's tutorial 4a and Sequeira's cold war essay! and there was a thousand and one readings to do b4 you can do the tutorials! so sway! 3 tests on the same day! plus a 2.4 and 5 items! its more than enough to kill anyone?!

2.4 was on wed! i am so disappointed! every week also no use de! my stamina did not build up! arhs! studied till like 12 plus one for the 3 bloody tests!

thurs! we didnt go for our usual outside school macs lunch! cause every one wanted to study mahts! wanted to book discussion room but it was already like fully booked! 5 items in the afternoon! so proud of myself for sit ups and incline! i managed 31 sit ups when usually i cant even finish 20! -pat myself on the back- hahas... i did 18 pull-ups! not a very awesome number but its already an acheivement for me! looks like we really cannot dun go macs cause we went macs after 5 items! me, val, khar loo and tiying! fun fun gossiping! we should have more of these outings more often! hahas...

friday which is today! ended school at 12.15 today and we went to ispace to slack while trying to do gpp! but seriously we were just laughing at javin! hahas... opps! :P my group came up this choco veggie thing which we think was very nice but apparently mr mao thinks otherwise! the moment he saw our gpp, he burst out laughing cans? like so mean! but he was going to pay soon! while he was talking to us, he was playing with his wedding ring den somehow or rather, he dropped it and the ring rolled off the bridge(leading to science block) and onto the grass patch below! immediately he ran all the way down and told us to stay where we were while he went to look for his ring. we peered over the railing and suddenly he shouted "wad are you all still doing down there? come help me look for the ring!" HOWEVER, even after digging through the grass patch for like ages and going crossed eyed, we still couldnt find it! we called for help from i space and practically everyone from 02 was searching for the ring! in the end, sihui found the ring and she wanted us to take a pic of her returning the ring to mr mao?!

mr mao treated us to drinks for helping him find his wedding ring and we drilled him on his wife! hahas... the stories he told us is more than enough to make our hair stand! didnt know that he could be so romantic!

afterwards, me,jeannette, jo, tiying and qiao die went to hougang mall to take my specs and eat shilin mee sua... we went to the food court and again we had another gossiping session! hahas... damn funny! bought food for dorothy, val and yang hao. when we reached school, the gate was locked so me and jo called dorothy and yang hao to see who would come to the gate faster! in the end, it was yang hao! hahas... he was like opening every single gate! damn funny! drama night was not bad and sandeep was damn funny! hahas... went home with tiying, jo and qiao die. reached home like at 10? damn tired so after this, i am going straight off to bed! yay! nice week!

its the end of yet another week! dunno whether should look forward to next week or nots! for one, its a 4 day week next week and thats something that is worth celebrating! HOWEVER, there is like 3 tests on the same day next week! like haha mans! hist, maths and gp! and while i should be studying, i'm sitting in front of the comp blogging! nice job joanne!

thurs went macs with the same 8 people again! i just look forwards to these 'outings'! cause its the only time when we can be like totally free from school work for one and a half hours until maths later on! really glad to have you guys... people who i can just crap and crap to... :) love you tiying, qiao die, jean,valerie, jeannette, bao qi , khar loo!

went back st nicks yest! to take o level cert and witness sports day! saw a lot of 4 dee people! yay! and i got to eat my beloved orange bowl! like at last! theres so much to catch up on that we like cant stop talking! ming! y you come back so late?! den we couldn talk longer!

*like fine! nanyang may not be one of the BIG 5 but i dun care! as long as i'm happy with my life now!

went to look for new specs today! quite excted cause i haven like changed my specs for 3 years already! and the bad thing is that my degree increased tremendously! no choice, who ask me to always lie on the bed and read? but its comfy! :P getting my specs on thurs! cant wait!

its tues already... very tired the whole day from mon till now... mayb like wad jov say when you dun sleep well on sun night, it triggers off a whole week of tiredness... and i'm starting to tink that its quite true...

nothing much happened yest... just that i forgot to bring thermometer den borrowed from khar loo... after mr mao checked, ran all the way to give khar loo back her themometer so that mr mao can check hers... quite corny...

my mood was getting from bad to worst yest and at then end of the day, i was really down to the dumps.. many things triggered this mood and i suppose being super tired is one big element... arhs! i cant stand my 'tink too much' personality... sometimes it really drives me crazy! i feel so useless and worthless in every aspects... no life which equals to a big fat loser!

ran 6 rounds today and i'm proud to say i didnt walk! though its tiring... hahas

my comp's speakers are still not working! thats like such a terrible blow to me! -cries- neva laugh any more already! wad the hell is wrong with the comp mans?

yest morn was cool! met jovena earlier than eva casue we decided to eat our long-awaited macs breakfast! the funy thing was that the moment we sat down, we smelled tou hui and we jus looked and one another and say 'lets go over and eat tou hui!' hahas... in the end, we ate tou hui wit tang yuan! reached school barely in time! hahas...

yest nothing much happened, just got make up hist tutorial at like 2.45 so had to wait a super long time! our class crowded into the library's instructional room and we were jsut fooling ard... luckily the librarian didnt come in or we would have gotten a hell of a scolding!

wad a lousy end to a otherwise fun and nice day! shall start with the nicee part!

today assembly was standing in front of jean and behind jean was valerie... valerie suggested that we go eat ice cream waffle during break cause she walked past d cafe yest and found that the ice cream waffle looked delicious and wanted to try it! den jean started asking lots of weird ques abt waffle like if the waffle can fold nots... me and valerie were like diaos... hahas... yeah, anyway, we made a plan to go eat wafle ice cream during break so i was like super looking forward to it and wasnt paying much attention during lessons.. opps, guilty as charged.. ^_^"

after chinese den got one hour break while waiting for the others to finish geog den msg yumin to ask where was she... she was going out to 7-11 to buy food so i tagged along... besides gillian and yumin, there were 2 other girls from her class... our dear yumin decided to be a clown and throw her wallet into the basketball hoop and somehow or rather, the wallet got stuck in the net and we were jumping up and down trying to get the wallet down... luckily no one saw us if not they would think that we are crazy! in the end, we took a chair and used my water bottle to wag the wallet down cause even after standing on the chair, we still couldnt reach the net! but we did manage to get it down in the end..

after buying food, we went back to i-space to slack and one of yumin's fren was from netball so was asking her all kinds of ques... yumin, huiqi and i are going to crash netball on mon and see how it works.. sounds exciting!

finally, it was the end of geog and we happily made our way to d cafe only to find that we are not the only ones who are smart enough to make use of the common lunch break to go out of school to eat... in the end, we walked to serangoon central macs to at... 8 of us: tiying, valerie, jean, jeannette, khar loo, qiao die, bao qi and me! :) we were eating shaker fries and laughing all the way... damn funny... we just seem to find something to laugh abt in everything! tiying started playing the 'bang bang' game and only qiao die and val didnt know the 'theory' behind it... it was funny seeing their confused expressions when told that they are 'dead'... hahas...

on the way back to school, khar loo started telling us some lame jokes and again i was laughing till my sides ache... lost count of the number of times i tried to bang myself against a tree or lamp post! hahahas....

fast forward to after maths... at abt 4, josephine came to find us and asked us if we wanted to go change for pe.. after changing, she was once again holding a banana and eating it... she couldnt finish it so she asked yang hao and jun ru to take a bite of the banana to help her finish it... somehow i was reminded of monkeys[no offence guys!] den i started laughing like mad... this time was laugh laugh laugh couldnt stop! they were saying that i was damn easy to entertain cause all they have to say is banana or monkey den i will start laughing again! hahahahahas...

gosh! i'm like attacked by the laughing bug! cant stop! but something happened to my dear comp which made me stop laughing! there is something wrong with my comp's speakers! no sound coming out of it so i cant watch shao nian te gong dui! very very sad! not a LAUGHING matter!
:( think my maid seriously has something against comps! last time she touched my comp, the printer blow, today she tie up the wires den speaker spoil! hmph! hope its only temp if not i wouldn ever LAUGH AGAIN!

i'm becoming quite a regular blogger... so its that good or bad? hahas...

had our regular running session with dorothy,kuan liang, qiao die and tiying... the weather was damn hot so we decided to run indoors... HOWEVER, when we run finish, the weather changed and it stared raining! this is how unpredictable the weather can be! nonetheless, feel quite accomplished cause we manage to finish 3 rounds in abt 7 mins! yay! so proud of everyone! hahas... oh yeah, valerie and khar loo werent running but they were stationed at diff points of the route giving us support! thanks guys!

q & a session with council nominees... go shima! go quelyn! shima was snatching to answer every ques and it was damn funny... they were 2 people that i seriously cant stand lahs... one didnt open her bloody mouth to speak and the other one was like 'i go home to tink of a better answer den i tell you again'... like wad the hell is that answer? y dun you go home and wait for the student council to call you to tell you that you are the new student council president? sucky people! cant believe that some of the most disgusting people that i have ever met in my life are now assembled together again! sigh! glad that they are not in my class!

talking abt class, yest was stanley's birthday den we were singing bday song for him... sandeep attempted to kiss him and stanley was struggling.. somehow or rather, stanley fell off his chair onto the floor and dragg the table along... gosh, everyone was laughing at the both of them! now whenever i tink of the scene, i will laugh till i cry again! hahas... ok, i sound so mean!

0602 is getting funner and funner everyday! hahas.. yupps, loving my class more and more... aruging with valerie, gossiping with qiao die, you-yuaning with khar loo, 'flirting' with jeannette, having sister bonding with tiying, running with dorothy, banana-ing with jospehine... hundred and one things which makes everyday in school fun! 02 rocks! :)