joanne is happy again! 5566 was in town!

they went on 933 at 11.45pm on fri night and talked abt food... gosh, my stomach was like growling! xiezhi was damn cute on air! when meng zhe said that people can buy the winter melon drink during the autograph session, xiezhi said that he wanted to snatch with the fans and buy too! hahas... den meng zhe was scolding him abt how there are a whole store room full of the bottle drinks in taiwan waiting for him to drink!

yest i jumped up at 7.30 to go all the way to jurong east... to save 45 cents, i took nel all the way down to dhoby ghaut den all the way back up to jurong east! 28 stations! my butt was hurting like shit! waited a while for my cousin den we managed to cut quene cause pris and grace was there since 6 plus in the morn...
act we only waited for 3 hours which was quite fast... playing, talking... we haven seen each other since the dec concert...

finally, 5566 came! shao wei, renfu, meng zhe and xiezhi! xiezhi was super hyper and happy! he was staring at our direction all the time! :) after that, they were supposed to select 4 people to go onto the stage and play games... den me and pris were jumping up and down! [opps] xiezhi was definitely looking at our direction den shaowei had to open his mouth and ask if there was anyone's birthday that was on the actual day! since pris birthday was the day b4, we were jumping up and down more than ever! xiezhi saw us but he couldnt hear wad we were shouting... den he said something like 'dun jump abt anymore and faster come up!' but we shouted zuo tian zuo tian! den sadly he said too late, your bdare pass already... pris's heart broke but i told her tat since its not renfu who said it den she shouldnt be so sad... hahas...

the games were quite funny and xiezhi himself got eliminated at the second round! poor boy, he was so shocked! hahas... anw, after that, they sat down and started signing the yu gou coupons.... the whole time i was using the binoculars to stare at him and the first time he looked straight at the binoculars, i was so shocked! subsequently, he looked abt 5 times at the binoculars! and twice he gave us that very puzzled look! arhs! so cutee!

the whole autograph session ended at abt 4... den we rushed back to my cousin's house to wash up and rush back down to sg indoor stadium for the convention... dear us were late and we missed kallang station! when we came out of the mrt station, we saw yumin and her frens... so qiao! den we walk until loss our way so we took the taxi the end! to our relief, everyone was still quening up to go in... tho our tix were diff, 4 of us still sat together... damn high cans!?

before 56 was taufik and dong fang billy... yawns, so boring... they sang 4 songs each but 56 sang 8 songs! EIGHT! they really did liven up the whole atmosphere! and xiezhi knows cantonese! lalalas.... at the final, everyone left le but we were still in our seats den xiezhi was singing along to peng you... we were still jumping up and down when meng zhe saw us and nudge xiezhi den both of them waved to us! arhs! could have melted on the spot! renfu waved twice at us too! :)

the convention ended at 10.30 den walked to the bus stop to wait for my cousin to fetch us...

today woke up my whole body aching den no voice also! from too much shouting! hahas... but it was worth it! xiezhi wouldnt be coming sg till abt nov.. so this memory shall sustain me till then! :)

joanne arhs joanne... wad is happening to you? yest and today has been have the worst 2 days of my life so far mans! tink its cause i'm gonna pms and the weather is not helping either... haven felt so depressed since god knows when....

y am i stuck with the burden of teaching my brother? y the fuck cant i even have my own space and time? k, i know you guys are tired when you come home from work, but arent i as tired as well? act it all boils down to that idiot having no brains to tink and study himself... i'm sick and tired of having to put him in first place, as if everything of his is more impt than mine... i want to go out have to first see if either my mum or dad is at home so that he wouldn waste time watching tv... like wad the fcuk lahs...

y is happiness so short-lived? y was i happy for only such a short time? i remember telling myself that all these would not last long but y izzit so short?

i feel like a weakling and a very useless one that is...y izzit that i cant take criticisms/ bad remarks? and thats bad cause its how you learn to grow... a bad word can thrust me hard back to reality... i tried being stronger but i cant... no matter how many times i try...

am i arrogant to believe that i can produce good grades, get into a uni and make my parents proud?and who the hell do i tink i am? i'm jus nobody... even my dad preferrd to have a son than daughter and my mum is always siding my brother... sorry to say that i'm a GIRL mans...

my grades are no better... failed gp essay and hist essay... sigh

tuesday! act dun have a lot of things to blog abt also since not much happen in school... usual fooling ard, gossiping... hahas... i realised that i am super scared for my studies... everything is not up to date esp econs! econs is sriously the worse! i dun even know wad the hell is going on in theory of production... sigh!

pw is weighing me down... the prob does not lie with my grp, it lies with pw as a whole thing... thinking of ideas and coming up with gpp and all... arhs! i'm gonna die!

opps, haven been updating very regularly! hahas... 4 day week again this week! super happy cause its such a short week! hahas....

this week was damn funny cause since monday, me and valerie have been counting down the days to thurs! every morn we see each other we will be like there is 3 days left, 2 more days etc...hahas... this week the macs outing was super fun! as usual there was the 8 of us and this week we had jo with us too! then we couldnt find any long tables at macs that could accomodate all of us so we joined 4 tables together but we were like squeezing like mad... but it was cosy! hahas... seriously the only thing that keeps me going for the week is the thurs outings! hahas...

yest met up with helen, gillian and ming! went kbox-ing and it seems like a million years since i last since held a mike! hahas... after singing, we walked ard and sat down to talk... me and gillian bought a horoscope book and its super interesting! hahas... thousand and one things you can find in there! ming is coming down to ny to find us next fri! got something else to loko forward to again! :) waffle ice cream!

went through quite a lot of emotional rollar coasters this week... in a way, its a good thing... really glad to have met a bunch of frens like the girls in 02... esp tiying, valerie, khar loo, jo, jeannette... they really understand wads going on inside me cause according to tiying, she has gone through wad i am going through now... so in a way, she has the experience and know how to advise me and stuff... thanks a million jie! love you guys plenty!

yay! 56 is coming in a week's time! next sat! cant wait mans!

end of another week and there are so many things to blog abt! sorry for not updating to all those who read my blog! :(

mon was a holiday but it seriously did not seem like a holiday to me cans? i mean there is like so many bloody tests to study for and tutorials to do! history was the worst! had mao's tutorial 4a and Sequeira's cold war essay! and there was a thousand and one readings to do b4 you can do the tutorials! so sway! 3 tests on the same day! plus a 2.4 and 5 items! its more than enough to kill anyone?!

2.4 was on wed! i am so disappointed! every week also no use de! my stamina did not build up! arhs! studied till like 12 plus one for the 3 bloody tests!

thurs! we didnt go for our usual outside school macs lunch! cause every one wanted to study mahts! wanted to book discussion room but it was already like fully booked! 5 items in the afternoon! so proud of myself for sit ups and incline! i managed 31 sit ups when usually i cant even finish 20! -pat myself on the back- hahas... i did 18 pull-ups! not a very awesome number but its already an acheivement for me! looks like we really cannot dun go macs cause we went macs after 5 items! me, val, khar loo and tiying! fun fun gossiping! we should have more of these outings more often! hahas...

friday which is today! ended school at 12.15 today and we went to ispace to slack while trying to do gpp! but seriously we were just laughing at javin! hahas... opps! :P my group came up this choco veggie thing which we think was very nice but apparently mr mao thinks otherwise! the moment he saw our gpp, he burst out laughing cans? like so mean! but he was going to pay soon! while he was talking to us, he was playing with his wedding ring den somehow or rather, he dropped it and the ring rolled off the bridge(leading to science block) and onto the grass patch below! immediately he ran all the way down and told us to stay where we were while he went to look for his ring. we peered over the railing and suddenly he shouted "wad are you all still doing down there? come help me look for the ring!" HOWEVER, even after digging through the grass patch for like ages and going crossed eyed, we still couldnt find it! we called for help from i space and practically everyone from 02 was searching for the ring! in the end, sihui found the ring and she wanted us to take a pic of her returning the ring to mr mao?!

mr mao treated us to drinks for helping him find his wedding ring and we drilled him on his wife! hahas... the stories he told us is more than enough to make our hair stand! didnt know that he could be so romantic!

afterwards, me,jeannette, jo, tiying and qiao die went to hougang mall to take my specs and eat shilin mee sua... we went to the food court and again we had another gossiping session! hahas... damn funny! bought food for dorothy, val and yang hao. when we reached school, the gate was locked so me and jo called dorothy and yang hao to see who would come to the gate faster! in the end, it was yang hao! hahas... he was like opening every single gate! damn funny! drama night was not bad and sandeep was damn funny! hahas... went home with tiying, jo and qiao die. reached home like at 10? damn tired so after this, i am going straight off to bed! yay! nice week!

its the end of yet another week! dunno whether should look forward to next week or nots! for one, its a 4 day week next week and thats something that is worth celebrating! HOWEVER, there is like 3 tests on the same day next week! like haha mans! hist, maths and gp! and while i should be studying, i'm sitting in front of the comp blogging! nice job joanne!

thurs went macs with the same 8 people again! i just look forwards to these 'outings'! cause its the only time when we can be like totally free from school work for one and a half hours until maths later on! really glad to have you guys... people who i can just crap and crap to... :) love you tiying, qiao die, jean,valerie, jeannette, bao qi , khar loo!

went back st nicks yest! to take o level cert and witness sports day! saw a lot of 4 dee people! yay! and i got to eat my beloved orange bowl! like at last! theres so much to catch up on that we like cant stop talking! ming! y you come back so late?! den we couldn talk longer!

*like fine! nanyang may not be one of the BIG 5 but i dun care! as long as i'm happy with my life now!

went to look for new specs today! quite excted cause i haven like changed my specs for 3 years already! and the bad thing is that my degree increased tremendously! no choice, who ask me to always lie on the bed and read? but its comfy! :P getting my specs on thurs! cant wait!

its tues already... very tired the whole day from mon till now... mayb like wad jov say when you dun sleep well on sun night, it triggers off a whole week of tiredness... and i'm starting to tink that its quite true...

nothing much happened yest... just that i forgot to bring thermometer den borrowed from khar loo... after mr mao checked, ran all the way to give khar loo back her themometer so that mr mao can check hers... quite corny...

my mood was getting from bad to worst yest and at then end of the day, i was really down to the dumps.. many things triggered this mood and i suppose being super tired is one big element... arhs! i cant stand my 'tink too much' personality... sometimes it really drives me crazy! i feel so useless and worthless in every aspects... no life which equals to a big fat loser!

ran 6 rounds today and i'm proud to say i didnt walk! though its tiring... hahas

my comp's speakers are still not working! thats like such a terrible blow to me! -cries- neva laugh any more already! wad the hell is wrong with the comp mans?

yest morn was cool! met jovena earlier than eva casue we decided to eat our long-awaited macs breakfast! the funy thing was that the moment we sat down, we smelled tou hui and we jus looked and one another and say 'lets go over and eat tou hui!' hahas... in the end, we ate tou hui wit tang yuan! reached school barely in time! hahas...

yest nothing much happened, just got make up hist tutorial at like 2.45 so had to wait a super long time! our class crowded into the library's instructional room and we were jsut fooling ard... luckily the librarian didnt come in or we would have gotten a hell of a scolding!

wad a lousy end to a otherwise fun and nice day! shall start with the nicee part!

today assembly was standing in front of jean and behind jean was valerie... valerie suggested that we go eat ice cream waffle during break cause she walked past d cafe yest and found that the ice cream waffle looked delicious and wanted to try it! den jean started asking lots of weird ques abt waffle like if the waffle can fold nots... me and valerie were like diaos... hahas... yeah, anyway, we made a plan to go eat wafle ice cream during break so i was like super looking forward to it and wasnt paying much attention during lessons.. opps, guilty as charged.. ^_^"

after chinese den got one hour break while waiting for the others to finish geog den msg yumin to ask where was she... she was going out to 7-11 to buy food so i tagged along... besides gillian and yumin, there were 2 other girls from her class... our dear yumin decided to be a clown and throw her wallet into the basketball hoop and somehow or rather, the wallet got stuck in the net and we were jumping up and down trying to get the wallet down... luckily no one saw us if not they would think that we are crazy! in the end, we took a chair and used my water bottle to wag the wallet down cause even after standing on the chair, we still couldnt reach the net! but we did manage to get it down in the end..

after buying food, we went back to i-space to slack and one of yumin's fren was from netball so was asking her all kinds of ques... yumin, huiqi and i are going to crash netball on mon and see how it works.. sounds exciting!

finally, it was the end of geog and we happily made our way to d cafe only to find that we are not the only ones who are smart enough to make use of the common lunch break to go out of school to eat... in the end, we walked to serangoon central macs to at... 8 of us: tiying, valerie, jean, jeannette, khar loo, qiao die, bao qi and me! :) we were eating shaker fries and laughing all the way... damn funny... we just seem to find something to laugh abt in everything! tiying started playing the 'bang bang' game and only qiao die and val didnt know the 'theory' behind it... it was funny seeing their confused expressions when told that they are 'dead'... hahas...

on the way back to school, khar loo started telling us some lame jokes and again i was laughing till my sides ache... lost count of the number of times i tried to bang myself against a tree or lamp post! hahahas....

fast forward to after maths... at abt 4, josephine came to find us and asked us if we wanted to go change for pe.. after changing, she was once again holding a banana and eating it... she couldnt finish it so she asked yang hao and jun ru to take a bite of the banana to help her finish it... somehow i was reminded of monkeys[no offence guys!] den i started laughing like mad... this time was laugh laugh laugh couldnt stop! they were saying that i was damn easy to entertain cause all they have to say is banana or monkey den i will start laughing again! hahahahahas...

gosh! i'm like attacked by the laughing bug! cant stop! but something happened to my dear comp which made me stop laughing! there is something wrong with my comp's speakers! no sound coming out of it so i cant watch shao nian te gong dui! very very sad! not a LAUGHING matter!
:( think my maid seriously has something against comps! last time she touched my comp, the printer blow, today she tie up the wires den speaker spoil! hmph! hope its only temp if not i wouldn ever LAUGH AGAIN!

i'm becoming quite a regular blogger... so its that good or bad? hahas...

had our regular running session with dorothy,kuan liang, qiao die and tiying... the weather was damn hot so we decided to run indoors... HOWEVER, when we run finish, the weather changed and it stared raining! this is how unpredictable the weather can be! nonetheless, feel quite accomplished cause we manage to finish 3 rounds in abt 7 mins! yay! so proud of everyone! hahas... oh yeah, valerie and khar loo werent running but they were stationed at diff points of the route giving us support! thanks guys!

q & a session with council nominees... go shima! go quelyn! shima was snatching to answer every ques and it was damn funny... they were 2 people that i seriously cant stand lahs... one didnt open her bloody mouth to speak and the other one was like 'i go home to tink of a better answer den i tell you again'... like wad the hell is that answer? y dun you go home and wait for the student council to call you to tell you that you are the new student council president? sucky people! cant believe that some of the most disgusting people that i have ever met in my life are now assembled together again! sigh! glad that they are not in my class!

talking abt class, yest was stanley's birthday den we were singing bday song for him... sandeep attempted to kiss him and stanley was struggling.. somehow or rather, stanley fell off his chair onto the floor and dragg the table along... gosh, everyone was laughing at the both of them! now whenever i tink of the scene, i will laugh till i cry again! hahas... ok, i sound so mean!

0602 is getting funner and funner everyday! hahas.. yupps, loving my class more and more... aruging with valerie, gossiping with qiao die, you-yuaning with khar loo, 'flirting' with jeannette, having sister bonding with tiying, running with dorothy, banana-ing with jospehine... hundred and one things which makes everyday in school fun! 02 rocks! :)

i seriously reckon that i'm doing the stupidest things nowadays!
just yest, i was at my cousin's house cause we agreed to jog together... den she suggested that we can bring along the bball to shoot hoops... but the prob was that he ball was hopelessly deflated and we decided to pump it[like duh!]... as we were pumping happily, the needle broke and air was like escaping at an alarming rate... people do make stupid decisions in an emergency tho it looked like the most practical thing to do at the moment! anw, i decided to just use my teeth to pluck out the needle and it was a decision tt i have to live with for the rest of my life! my 'beautiful pearly whites' got chipped off! and the worst was that the needle didnt move an inch! so i sacrificed my teeth for nothing! like arhs! i'm so sad! and my mum was saying at its because i didnt have enough calcium cause i dun drink milk! most disgusting drink ever! when i told people today, some evil ones were like laughing their head off! -shakes head-

and i realised how evil my class can be! today my shoe laces came untied and i was lazy to bend down to tie them since we were already going to sit down in less than 5 mins [pw tutorial].... and they were like runinng after me trying to step on my shoe laces to make me fall! i remember who they are! qiao die and baoqi!

feel like killing the adrian tan cans!? i feel so cheated! i thought maths test was going to be tutorial style and come out the bloody test was only 5 ma rks and 3 were mutiple choice! like was the hell! nvm, shall not brood over it still got another clit test either tmr or wed... hope its wed!

writing camp-- dunno whether to be excited nots, but nvm jov is my room mate! and that is nice enough already! hahas....i escaped! whee!

2 more days to jian chi! i want the book now!!! and i realised that having so many videos but no time to watch also no use! seriously! the whole file that is labelled "haven watch" on my destop is like 5gb?! jus imagine how many shows is that! and not forgetting the shows in my cousin's comp! think thats another 5gb! hahas.... i wanna watch xiezhi now! but seriously got no time... have to care abt my own studies and my bro's studies[dun ask me y, i was forced!]... double load!

you yuan ren: you wouldnt be lonely with me ard de! cause i will make the world a fun-ner place for you! hahas... so bhb! :P

its not fri but its the end of the school week so according to TRADITION, i'm coming to update my blog!

serene came up with this idea of playing the angel and mortal game within our class and we all picked a mortal... besides that, we did the leading myself thingie that was mentioned but totally slipped my mind! we were supposed to rate ourselves according to respect, resilience, confidence and all that stuff lahs... after that we are supposed to have a one to one talk with our ct and guess wad, i'm again the first cause my surname is chan.. like always... -shakes head-

during pe yest, we did our screening test and i can finally let out a sign of relief that i dun have to come at 7 in the morn to train! cause i passed the standing broad jump and incline pull-ups! thumbs up! went to bathe at the cca block with filzah and josephine after pe...now i know y jo likes to bathe already the feeling of having a cold bath after pe is fabulous! hahas

afternoon during assembly received a postcard from my angel in a very 'mysterious way'! it appeared in my bag... my angel was telling me to stop losing weight but angel if you are reading this, i put back 500g already so must continue to lose weight!

afternoon cnny really did its bit to freak the living daylights out of me! the person who was conducting the course told us all about the other world and how he deals with them... damn freaky! and heard even more freaky stories from jeannette! i was so scarded that i didnt even dare to go home cans? cause i was alone at home and in the end, i didnt even dare to stay alone at home for more that half an hour... ended up meeting my mum at compass point! gosh! i feel so secure with my mum! hahas...

fate is really fate cause i saw jeannette at compass point with her mum! and her mum said that i looked like my mum.... but my mum keeps insisting that my brother loooks more like her and that she picked me up from the rubbish dump! so mean!

today was tiring cause had lessons from morn to afternoon straight... didnt study during breaks but instead ending up gossiping.... hahas.... anyone who is running for student council, you can just say that the main aim of your campaign is to get the school to fire the librians, i can gurantee that you will be student council president straight away!

shima was walking ard the library and shaking everyone's hand like she was running for general elections instead of student council! hahas... but damn funny and very innovative! go shima! :)

tonnes of homework waiting to be done and tests to study for... just kill me now! arhs!

BUT i will "jian chi" cause the book is coming out in 6 days! go go go !

Joanne is super super high now! why?
cause i'm talking to yumin on msn now! that mad girl started by asking me to entertain her cause she is untra bored den got some entertainment for her by asking her to add me on friendster and give me a testimonial! hahas.... den suddenly she asked me if i wanted xiezhi's lion heart and tian hui hui... i agreed and hearing xiezhi singing tian hui hui can just make me melt! anw, it sparked off the madness thats going on between the both of us on msn now!

studied in school with jovena today...not bad, quite productive... anw when i reach home i will just collaspe on the bed and sleep so decided to just study in school...

got our pw groups today.. not bad, i like my group members! sara, jean, quelyn and khar loo [you yuan ren!]... its gonna be fun! everyone is so jovial! hahas... :)

yay! its gonna be the end of another week already! i'm super happy though i'm once again having over strained muscles! pe on wed was TOUGH! we had to do the 'squatting and kneeling' thingie for thirty times[2 sets of 15]. after the first set, i could still stand up and walk ard but at the end of the second set i couldnt even stand up and in the end just collaspe on the floor... did 2 sets of 7 inclined pull ups, that one was still ok as compared to the guys... 20 sits up which explains y now i cant laugh without causing immerse pain on my stomach! to make things worst, there was bldy combat lessons during afternoon pe today and i was like trying to keep myself from screaming out in agony cause all the actions were so vigorious! and i could practically feel my muscles tearing apart! i was begging jean who was behind me to chop off my legs for me! but she didnt! so i had to suffer in silence! hahas... a bit too extreme here!

today during long long break, met og 5 in the library to discuss og shirt and that was 'torture'! y? cause everytime someone says something funny, i would laugh and my muscles would hurt... and that happened like every sec! dickson was drawing some playground thingie for our shirt and we were like erms... inn poh designed this really nice 'sizzle' word on the shirt...tink it would look damn nice! hurry! i want my og shirt! hahas...

was reading valerie's blog just now and it gave me inspiration to add something here... today we were sitting together during maths tutorial and the teacher was going through the inequalities tutorial.. there were like 2 sets of solutions den valerie spent a long time trying to understand it... in the end, she asked me to explain to her and then i leaned over to look at the solutions and guess wad? she copied the wrong solution to the wrong equation! hahahahas...i was laughing again and my sides ache! valerie! i'm gonna get my revenge! but it was damn fun lahs... esp when my damn calculator hanged...i like having lessons with the class! its so fun! always can laugh until die but pls do it when my muscles have recovered! hahas....

i'm a happy happy girl today! cause i downloaded finish 2 shao nian te gong dui and 1 wan quan yu le! thats 3 shows in total with xiezhi! cant wait to find the time to watch it! latest news from my cousin: she has 3 episodes of ai qing mo fa shi waiting for me too! with so many shows, how can i not be happy and contented? hahahas...okies, i'm going crazy cause haven watched xiezhi for very long already! :)

its FRIDAY! gosh, i feel so sadistic now... friday is the only day that i like in the whole week! its also the time for me my over stretched muscles! since its a long story, i shall just start from the beginning!
mon was the first day for official lessons and was still desparately trying to cope with the way jcs conduct lessons! and that is not having a table and chair and a classroom to call your own! you are like constantly on the move and the breaks are like really really long! remember the free periods in sec school which were only one hour long and we were always complaining that y cant breaks be longer...now i take it all back! i want breaks to be shorter so that i can go home earlier! hahas...
the worst thing i found out abt my time table was that we have pe on 2 continous days! thats like so hell! and bringing the extra clothes makes my bag heavy! took height and weigth during the first pe and i was like shit! just dun understand y the hell my weight neva goes down even tho i diet and exercise for the past 2 weeks! my pants are all like dropping off already but my stupid weight has not gone down! thanks HEAVY BONES! second pe was supposed to run but it was running so we ended up doing 'pumping' in the hall... gosh! qiao die sprained her neck during 'crutches'...went to find the pe teacher and he gave me this muscle rub to rub for qiao die's neck... while i was rubbing, she was screaming her head off that the cream was very 'hot'! hahas...
realise that nowadays after school i always see yumin, gillian and huiqi in the cafe outside school! always laugh till death whenever i hang out with them! and yumin has lost her voice which is damn funny! hahas...i was supposed to 'test' her voice every time i see her..hahas...its super funny cause the first word she uses when she see me was 'hello' and it came out all funny! hahas...
ran 4 rounds with jeannette and qiao die today... when we run until half way, jean, valerie and baoqi came to join us...they were there to cheer us on and for the third and fourth round, we each had a personel cheerleader to help us jiayou! and the nicee thing was that they werent wearing pe attire and had to endure heat and sweat in the thick unifo?m! thanks guys! you rock!
met up with my cousin after running and we had nicee long conversations!..love talking to her... she always seem to make my probs seem smaller! tiring day and week afterall!

first day with ct! 0602! at first the only person that i know who belonged in the same class as me was crazy jeannette whose name is spelt with a double n! hahas... act quite nervous, practically like dunno the whole ct... den we had ice breaking games today like wacko which was super funny... learnt ny cheers and played some more games! hahas...
guess wad, i found my long lost twin sister in 0602--tee ying! dunno y but qiao tie says that we look alike and dragged the both of us together to compare... but no matter how i look, i still dun see any alikeness in us until i got valerie to take a photo of us together... and i realise that hey, we do look a little alike...hahas... mayb as time goes by, the alikeness will increase! hahas
my class is very enthu cause we got shima, whose nick name is hiroshima! she was leading us in all the cheers and she carries a radio ard! hahas... we even have a cheer for our class but since i haven memorise all the words yet, i shall not put it down here... -winks-
jeannette was as usual being crazy and super funny... honestly, i wonders where all her energy comes from! she is always so high! hahas... the girls in my class are nicee and the guys are wacky... laughed till my sides ache today and there is more to come tmr cause its day 2 of o2! cant wait!
valerie has become jeannette and my UNIQUE fren cause we share a secret... something that has to do with my BEST FREN! hahas.... 0602, stay enthu!

all good things must end but i didnt think that it would be so fast.... if you hate me den can you freakingly hell come out and tell me for once and for all? at least i get hurt for once and for all and i will know fuckingly that i should get out of your sight and not spoil your day with my very apperance... by not telling me and showing me that 'why are you here' kind of face every time... didnt know your words and actions could be so cruel... and fucking hell you just know how to hurt me... i know i cant win you, you are the oh so nice and friendly girl in our crowd and i'm the attitude prob one... fine, you got everyone on your side...i am just a nobody... i will neva forget the day when you so bloody hell treated me like invisible... no worries, i will scram cause i already know you hate me... but y does it have to be me?

my first entry in jc! hahas...oks, its damn lame!

got posted to nyjc and was all flustered and excited abt it cause i haven stepped into a school since i left st nicks last year. hahas...

first day like so funny cause really dunno anyone there except for gillian and jovena... very scary! the first person that i know in og 5 was inn poh! we went for maths lecture together... den break went to grand stand for ice breakers with og.... there got to know xiaoyan, melissa and jasmin... and first intakers like germaine, kaiyang... dunno y but i went home on the first day feeling depressed.... the thought of appealing out of ny to sp even crossed my mind and i got scolded by my parents...hahas...

BUT i'm glad i didnt cause I started loving my og more and more! Whenever got free period den we go library slack...hahas... our og is really bonded! everyone so enthu and stuff! i like this kind of feeling! hahas... sam went like 'you guys already have og outing on the 4th day?!' hahas...

taking bus to school to jov every morn...very funn cause we will like always guage when the bus will be coming and we have to walk a damn long way to school... hopefully by walking another 2 years den can jian fei lahs!

so sad, today will be the last day that our og will be together but nvm we will have regular og outings! melissa, inn poh, jasmin, tze yin,xiaoyan...you guys made my day! and of cos first week in ny too! thanks so much! you guys rock!

first entry for the year 2006! hahas...thats like so extreme! anyway, starting from the beginning of the year...

i have officially joined the ranks of the working! hahas...worked during the cny season in humming house. sucky place there is! though most of the temp staff there are nicee people, there are these 3 bitches that i totally cant stand! they suck mans! just because they worked during the x'mas season and are supposedly more pro than the rest of us! fucking hell! but overall , the temp staff are still nicee people! BUT the pay is damn miserable though we have like thousand over hours of ot! i'm neva going back there either to work or to buy hampers! and if someone act give me hampers from this stupid company, i'm gonna chuck it out of the window! dun say i didnt give advance warning! hahas...

NOw working at Marina Country Club...the pay is equally miserable! hahas...ten hours work day, 6 days a week! thats like sheer torture! hahas... after work still have to rush home to teach my brother! seriously the only time i have for myself is late at night when everyone is asleep! how loser can i get? hahas....can school start faster? !

hmmm,learning from past years, i never keep my new year resolutions, but i'm very determined this year! i calculated le! xiezhi's BMI is 21.2 so that will be my target! looks like i have to lose abt 6kg! determined! i have taken to climbing the stairs every day instead of taking the lift! dun laugh cause i dun live on the 2nd storey..i live on the 12th storey so thats like 6 times more! hahas...but so far like still no effect lehs! hahas....

*dun cry because its over but smile because it happened....

ONe more thing: Happy Belated Birthday Xiezhi! 28 years old le! stay youthful! :)

yay! finally done with my new template! hahas... okaes, the last time i was here was before o levels i tink... sorta abandoned this blog le...hahas...
yuppies, a little update of my hols so far...

came back from taiwan on 12 dec! the trip was just fantastic! hahas...taiwan rocks! scenery is nicee, food is super! i love gao xiong! changed hotels every night but it was damn funn cause my cousin and i were sharing one room and we always went mad in the rooms! hahas...the best thing abt the hotels was the tv! they like had hundred over channels and we oculd watch all the varitety shows that we wanted! hahas...every night was scanning the tv for 5566 but didnt see them until the last night! hahas...repeat of wan yu and we were screaming tho it was like 1 plus the morn! hahas...

5566 third concert on 17 dec! its the best concert so far! who cares wad the newspapers think? to me, its the nicest concert and thats wad matters! hahas...got front row seats this year and they were really close! xiezhi learnt to speak in thai! so cute! hahas...
and the nkf show the day after! they sang hao jiu bu jian and bao se hua yang! so nicee! but could see that xiezhi was really tired! lalalas...

hmmm, this is supposed to be one of the best hols ever but i just cant help feeling down despite of everything... everything is like going to be so diff.... no more st nicks to return to at the beginning of the next year... new lives, new environment, new friends... would i soon become a memory of the very distant past? i just dun seem to fit into the present.... everything is just so not real to me...

1. wow! like when was the last time i updated? hahas...got back all prelims already and it was like shit! i'm gonna make a carrer out of a road sweeper! hahas...anyone interested in joining me? hahas... suddenly very motivated to study very very hard for the actual o levels! heard so many miracle stories and thought why others can do and i cant? i wanna create a miracle too and indirectly shove the jerk's face in the toilet bowl where he rightly deserves to be! oh gosh! i really hate the fucking idiot mans! wonder why was my dad ever borned into such a freaking shit family!? but my mum's side of the family all but make up for the unpleasant relatives i have from my dad's side! all the people there are just so fake! all they do everyday is to compare who lives in the biggest house, who drives the biggest cars, whose wife wears the biggest diamonds and so on... how fake and superficial! wu liao! dun you have better things to do? and as the saying goes: whatever happens in the older generation will definitely affect the younger generation...i'm super super determined to show my dad's side of the family who got the children to be most proud of! cause that is cetainly better than the materlistic stuff like house and cars!

hahahs...i just wanna kiss priscilla and grace! was damn moody the whole of last week cause prelims and adding to the fact that 5566 is coming on sat but i couldnt go for their autograph session...plus a hundred and one things...badd badd mood! hahas...but i was comforted by the fact that my album still had a chance of being signed cause priscilla and grace agreed to sign for me and my cousin...
den on the morn of the auotgraph session itself, we got the bad news that our albums cannot be signed cause it was taiwan version! oh god! my cousin and i were so devastated and disappointed! but no choice lohs..just reminded priscilla to take lots of photos!
the autograph session ended at seven so msg priscilla to ask how was the whole thing and she gave me a BIGG SURPRISE!! SHE MANAGED TO SIGN MY COUSIN'S AND MY ALBUM!
gosh! i was like screaming into the phone!!! hahas...and she told me something even better! XIEZHI READ OUT MY NAME!!!
was wondering how could her be when my cousin solved the mystery for me! she wrote our names on the album for priscilla to differentiate but xiezhi saw and said "JOANNE!" arhs! but grace told him that she wasnt joanne! den he said "bang wo ,xiezhi xie xie ni de peng you dui 5566 de zi ci!" sooooo sweet! and when he couldnt see my cousin's name, he passed it to meng zhe and say "ni bang wo kan!" soooo cute! hahas...really yi han that i didnt manage to see the real him but never minds! i got the album to accompany me until the next time they come to xuan chuan their concert! -gone mad-

first week of prelims almost over le! and i totally screwed up my physics pratical! sigh, wad to do? when you hate the teacher, you naturally hate the subject! hahas...i know weird logic...one week and one more day left to go! jiayou blue badge!

i really dunno how to act around you...if you hate me just tell me so, den at least i know that i need to go further away from youu...i cant read your mind... just tell me and free me of all these pain and misery

my god! i'm so tired i barely made it home today! went cycling at east coast park today after english prelim paper with ming,helen and gillian! hahas...was laughing my head off...helen and gillian were really funny cause they were trying to learn to cycle...hahas...i sound so mean! we rested at a jetty and we climbed over the railings..damn scary cause the sea was high tided today..
i'm gonna hate 76 for the rest of my life! the bus ride was soo long and it brings us to all the ulu-fied place in singapore like wad amber road? hahas...lame sia?!
today's prelim paper was totally sucky...dun wanna dwell into it le! jus hope that i can do better for the other papers! -slits throat-

da jia hao jiu bu jian! wow! like when was the last time that i was here? cant remember le! hahas... prelims first paper tmr! english! everyone jiayou!

5566's third album rocks mans! its soooo nice! hahas...the songs are excellent!