it has been a pretty upsetting week and i dun wish to mention anything here. i said before that i would face everything in 2009 with a smile and i wouldnt waste my time blogging abt upsetting things here.

anyways, a very very big thanks to my beloved alpheus who are always ready to jump to my defence and protct me ((:

thank you pok for saying that 'no matter what, we will support your decision'

thank you sab for saying 'there is always us as the bright spot in ur life'

thank you zhijun for saying 'that all rubbish'

thank you ash for saying 'cannot expect too much understanding and support from them. NOT LIKE US! '

thank you boss for saying 'who blast you you tell me! i go scold them!'

thank you pam for saying 'what the hell'

thank you xin yun for saying 'hang in there! you have us to support you no matter what!'

thank you da jie for saying 'its nonsense! ignore!'

thank you pple! you really have no idea what all these encouragement mean to me! its this encouragement that allows me to lift up my head and ignore all the f**k shit! [i really hate this word but you can imagine my anger if i use this word]

i believe in karma. what comes ard goes ard and i am jus waiting for the day when i see them getting their retribution