starting to get back into the hang of school with lectures started and tutorials starting next week. i realise that i act like copying notes :p. i enjoyed hist lecture today :) the prof for the india lect was funny but the prof for the china lect total chui! his korean accent is so thick that you cant really catch his sentence proper which is why we had that 'huh' face throughout his one hour segment!

had htht lunch with da jie at munchie monkey today :)) shiru straightened her hair! nicee! now she looks like a studious girl :D we had the set lunch which was really worth it. $13.90 for spaghetti, soup, ice cream brownie and a drink. but by the end of the meal, we were too full to even walk! first time htht-ing with da jie :)) the really heart to heart, telling her what shit i have been feeling and getting advice on how to deal with it. thankies da jie! loves! and she bought a packet of gummy bears for me again! :D

from the time i found out till now, there has been a series of on going emotions in me: sadness, disappointment, bitterness, anger,hopelessness, stupidity...
the impact has hit me full blast but up to today, it hasnt really sunk in yet.(a bit of contradiction) it seems so unreal and even him seems to be non-existant already. now i'm jus numbed and constantly staring into space, walking the corridors with caution, praying tat i wouldnt see him. what a difference from the joanne who used to jump ard with seemingly endless energy and always looking forward to having a glimpse.

anyways, i'm really grateful for the support and love that my frens have shown me during this period of time. shiru, pok, sab, mingyee, ashton, sherman,yanwei, zhijun, pamela,ivan, yumin.

esp shiru, pok, sab,pam. these girls have been there since day one, they know the story from the beginning to the end. from how hopeful became hopelessness and how smiles became tears.

thank you for all the smses, calls, blog tags, msn msgs, huggs :)) with the love and help from my frens, i will be strong and walk out of this phase soon. :D i believe i am strong!