xw said to blog shorter and more often. hahas...

met up with ruoyi for lunch yest. i can leave school like super early nowadays since i totally have nothing to do at all. everyday i sit in front of the comp, look for things to do in the staffroom from 7 to 2 and bye bye, its the end of my day! anyways, i ended up cutting hair with ruoyi cause as usual i cannot withstand the temptation of the scissors! jus cut my fringe and reshape my hair. not much difference. :s we ended up at hougang mall not for lunch but more of tea break and i had the ice cream waffles that i have not eaten in a long time! talking and laughing with ruoyi over ice cream was nice :) it made my day futher when i saw flizah! :) she said that she shouted my name from dunno which storey but i didnt hear :D

today on the contrary has been a bad bad day. someone blasted me on her blog over what happened last monday. okays, i agree that my probs to me seem to be the end of the world because this is just my personality. i am one who can never do without frens by my side and all my frens knw this. to YOU, it may not matter, but it matters a lot to me. nothing has been going right since the start of 2008, is it too selfish just to ask for a hearing ear? you can have probs, you can want to share yr probs with yr frens. when i want to do the same thing, i become 'unreasonable and immature'? who is the one who has an attitude prob now?

hmph, who was the one who started it by saying that you were 'uncomfortable' with me ard? who was blacking her face the whole time because she wanted to tell her CLIQUE abt her probs and that i was in the way? i seriously dunno that going back to nanyang was meant to be a clique gathering mans... but since i was already at the gate of nanyang, what do you want me to do? take a bus and go home? grow up mans.

and stop acting all hurt and stuff. the msg was not even meant for you to see. if you have had a bit of integrity and not looked into pple's inbox, you would not have seen the msg that was nto meant for you in the first place.

i agree that my frens are 'worth more than a gallon of gold', i treasure them a lot. but you are not my fren, so well, you are nothing to me. i still haven forgotten the time you 发神经 during drama night just because we were talking more to our classmates, throwing a big fuss and hurting a fren in the process. isnt it the same as now what you are accusing me of? pot calling the kettle black. i didnt want to mention anything on my blog, well, you forced me to....


i received this from a fren today after she heard what happened... thanks girl for the words of encouragement :)
Dear Joanne,
Do not fret over such souls. It's not worth your time. Such people have been looking into a magic mirror that lies to them. They are not able to look at their real reflections.

Smile and look forward, school will be over in no time!

Cheers!