i absoutely hate every about 2008



i hate my job, i hate new year, i hate the fact that my frens are no longer with me, i hate the fact that i am no longer student[i miss my days as a student dearly], i hate the fact that it is so hard for frens to get together because our timetables are so vastly differnet now, i hate the fact that i have to take up 3 jobs at one time and yet can stil be blamed for not contributing to the family, i hate teaching tuition to i******, i hate not ahving enough sleep, i hate having to pay adult fare, i hate the fact that we still have to work for any 8 months b4 going into uni, i hate the fact that i have to travel 1.5 hours to get to work everyday, i jus hate growing up

but well, welcome to the real world girl.

its only 13 days in 2008 and i'm already leading a miserable life. you know how sometimes you can predcit from the beginning of the year whether the coming year is going to be a blast or a dread? jus like how i predicted that 2007 was a blast,i am predicting that 2008 would be a dready and miserable year.

my mum is currently 发疯-ing. i seriously dunno whats her problem. on fri, she was trying to persuade me to sign up for this credit card that has a credit limit of 500. i refused cause i told her that i didnt want to pay interest to some stupid bank for nothing and i seriously dun need a credit card. its 24% for goodness sake. and i du want to have banks start calling my hp, my home and sending lawyer letters to me. i dun wanna drop into the same cycle of credit card debts like her. i know that she is trying to get me to apply that card so that she can temp pay her bills but she is giving me the cock and bull story abt how she wants me to have credit with me at all times so that i can buy things that i want. i can pay that with cash for god sake!! anyways, she scolded me saying wht my cousin brainwash me abt the interest rates and all and how my cousin is a rich girl but i'm not. and how my uncle has 7 months bonus and my dad does nt even have 7 weeks. she is getting more and more ridiculous. well , i did sign that form in the end but i dunno whether she went to apply for it. i was was wearing a black face th whole day and when i got off the car, i didnt say anything. she came home and started acting like a lunatic and screaming the whole house down.

if her intentions are really abt me having credit with me at all times, den why the hell is she grumbling about how i am not HELPING HER? obviously what i have guessed is corect! lets just see how long can she stay crazy.

doing my teaching internship now. the prob students are enough to fill a whole level. the 4.5 hours staff meeting on fri almost killed me.

i am one unhappy girl now. i miss nanyang terribly. going back with sam to nanyang last last fri after nie training really brought back many memories. esp when the time i went back was during orientation disco night. sec 3,sec4,j1,j2--these the most fab years of my life :) they were the years when i could not wait to go to school every morn and i look forward to school no matter how eeeks the lessons were. i really hate life at this point of time.