i must admit that i always get a lot of food for thought whenever i read samq's blog... the things that she blog are like so relevant to me... we are people facing the same sitation here...

i guess i can only blame it on my over reactive mind.. since seeing something yest made me tink a lot and ended up learning a few truths that i wished i would neva ever hear in my lifetime but then again 'the truth hurts' :(

i used to tink that 4dee was my life and how i yearn to return to those days when we were so carefree and having fun everyday... i used to tink that even how miserable life was in st nicks, i could take away my last 2 years as the most beautiful memories i have of st nicks... 4 dee was everything that i dreamt of... being able to click and jus talk and have fun with everyone... organising class outings... i remember how fondly i would boast of 4dee to anyone who asked me abt my sec life...

i dunno, somehow the perception changed yest after that talk... somehow i feel that i have no longer have the 资格to say that i belonged to 4dee... i thought of how i organized class outing and the sparkling juice in sec 3 and who do i tink i am to organise these events? who was do i tink i was to tink that i can belong in 1/3dil or even chem family? and now who do i tink i am to try and organise another class gathering for teachers day this year? i dun tink i even have the face to face some people... were all those memories jus a wistful part of mine?

joanne jus LOVES some quiet time of her own...