here to blog a bit before hitting the books again...jus got prelims taime table and realised that it draggs on for about a month! counting from august, we have 3 months to o levels... one more month to prelims, one month of prelims and one more month to o levels! this is how fast time has flew this year! -shudders-
anyway, choo flared up at us today...she was teaching the i,j vectors but not everyone was listening cause there was like a ss test right after maths... some were sleeping and some were studying ss...think she was pretty pissed but she continued teaching until she sorta screamed at yu ou to put away the ss tb on her table...i was like dozing off that kind of thing when i heard choo saying "go, go" in a very impatient voice so i looked up to see wads her prob. and i saw this idoit crossing her arms and pushing her damn bigg boobs up with her arms, with a damn bu shuang expression on her face asking choo if she could go to the toilet. wah lao, attitude prob arhs?! cant stand her mans! she is so obviously fake in front of the teachers and desparately wants attention from guys... we were like wads her fcuking prob mans?[not choo]

xubie 2005-- my xu bie

saddening but sweet
tired but happy

sigh...now i feel so empty after offically stepping down! didnt have extra lessons yest den went down for xu bie at 3 plus. the sec ones were already sitting outside at the cyber cafe to sing hua xiang for us..oh mans, there was already a lumo in my throat at that time can?! act when i was walking to the mpr, i was already telling jov that i didnt want to reach the end of the corridor cause it would mean the beginning of the end... but has to happen has to happen so eventually we reached the cybercafe... after the sec one performance, we were led into the darkened mp3 and there was a 'path' lined out with the light sticks and its was so sweet! hahas...then the sec 2 performance, it was so sad can their performance?! den they showed us a very touching video clip and i was like crying buckets there cause it was really touching?! cyn and qianx were crying too...hahas... after that our level item, not a bad dance guys!
souvenier ceremony and i got mine from zhang chun yu?! hmmm, dunno how to describe that feeling! hahas...

later we cut cake at the canteen and gave out and receive presents... thanks a million guys! both to blude badge and juniors alike! sparkling juice time with xuan chuan first den with blue badge...
as usual, the xuan chuan one cannot pop lahs...not bad mahs! hahas...me,ruo bin,qing yi and ivy were like shaking the bottle to no avail until we had to pull out the cork! hahas..
but it was a totally diff case for blude badge...deb was shaking the bottle for a while and complaining that it cant open..den suddenly bear talked [or so she claims] and the cork jus poped out! hahas...hilarous time!

last words: hua hui! wo ai ni men hen duo hen duo! cant imagine life without you guys! won hui hui lai kan ni men de!

my first entry for july 2005! hahas...does this give you a clue as to how long i have abandoned my blog?! hahas...anyway,nothing much happening nowadays jus that its study study and study for the thousands of tests every week! this week four,last week five and next week 6?! oh mans..wonder how i am going to last until o levels! but i will! i swear i will! jiayou fellow sec fours!

had wei lao last week! it was damn funn! hahas... we act went back as xue jies and the feeling was great! hahas... the xue meis had to stand and greet us! hahas...after doing it for 4 years, its finally our turn! hahas...jus kidding and there was this prize giving thingie going on...xuan chuan got the most courteous award?! like diaox! hahas...later we didnt have to quene for our food! we got to cut and choose wad we wanted to eat! heh...sound so evil! later pop sparkling jucie with xuan chuan 05 and 04! hahas...so corny...xuan chuan 04 only had me,ruobin,yunjie,charmaine and ming shan and everyone was like staring at us! but who cares?! its my last year and i wanna go mad! hahas....xuan chuan 04,our outing! after my o levels k?! we go cut paper again! hahahahahas -evil laugh-
xubie next fri..time really passes so fast! st nicks---the place i spent the last decade...i will treasure every memory...lalalals

Qihang 2005 rocks to the core! out of all my four qihangs, i tink i love this year's qihang the most tho not the process...hahas...
went to school at 8 to do all the zhu yuan's qihang presents! hahas..
xuan chuan'05: hope you all like the test tubes that the zhu zhangs gave you guys!
later went outside with jolene to buy flowers and got caught in the rain instead with a bunch of flowers and a bunch of bananas in tow! hahas...in the end, both of us were drenched wet even tho we had an umbrella! hahahas...
went abt doing the chores that we had to do during 11-1... gave out presents and got presents! now i'm known as the banana woman to ruo bin,yun jie,kemin,jie hui,xiao wei,char,ming shan,jacinta and jiayi! hahas...cause i gave them each a banana for qihang! hahas...the bananas were cute lohs! -indignant-
got nice nice presents this year...
jov: i love your star pillow! hugging it now!
qianx: i will burn midnight oil with your candle!
cyn,cuix,jie ying: i will always remember your lovely flowers!
hann: i will keep cool with your ice stick!
charissa:bowling some day with the bowling pins?! hahas
cam:your sweets made my last qihang doubly sweet!
weiling: i will be healthy with your apple cause an apple a day keeps the doc away!
samq:i will write my way to A1s with your pencil!
phebe: thanks for your 'heart' and good lucks!

fellow blue badges: we really grew a lot as a level during the four years together! i love you all to bits and pieces! we must make qihang every year a reunion for us! hahas... will miss all of you when we graduate! rock on blues!

my last qihang le. starting to be post-qihang depressed. so much has happen in my 4 years in hua hui. i will treasure every single piece of memory cause it makes me who i am today. its time we hand it down to the juniors. i really love my fellow blue badges. xuan chuan'04,i love you guys too. and all those who have touched me in one way or another,i love all of you. let the hua hui spirit live on!

woah! time really passes so fast! hahas...its qihang tmr!
hua hui jiayoux!
blue badge: hey guys! its our last qihang! jiayoux!

i'm drowning in my pile of homework! arhs! so much to do yet so little time! i will jiayou and do well for o levels! -nodds-

i jus realised that my balding prob is really bad! hahas..thats a big patch where hair is supposed to be! arhs! bejing 101, here i come! kk, i'm being lame! back to doing presents for qihang!

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Happy Fathers' Day!
hahas...father's day, baked cookies for my dad with my cousin...
today had gathering together with my mum' s side of the family...as usual had loads of fun! hahas....
went gown hunting with joyce and ming on fri...had fun trying on the gowns at orchard and we all bought our gowns already! hahas...mine is a floor length,crossed back purple gown...act had my mind set on this white gown but its too transparent and it looks more like a bride's maid dress...hahas...
tmr shao nian te gong dui!

wosh...joanne is a damn tired girl today...went sentosa with joyce,xt and ming today...so fun!we risked our lives walking along the so-called beach with all the cars and lorries zooming past us cans? hahas....we were sun tanning in the sun with our legs in the water and got ourself filled with sand..hahas...slack ard and took the beach train so many times i thnk even the uncle driving the train recongises us mans! hahas...took photos and left sentosa at like 4 plus almost five...
didnt went home, went my cousin's hse instead cause tonight got shao nian te gong dui! hahas..yes again! reached her hse at like ard 6 den we went and buy dinner... all in all, its a fun day...yupps!

wow! its like more than one month since i blogged?! too lazy lahs...hahas...anyway,damn tired today cause only slept like 4 hours the night before...was at my cousin's hse watching wan quna yu le 's 3th anniversary...crappy show but damn funny! hahas...realised that i'm really at my cousin's hse a lot of times recently...act not really recently cause it started from last year...hahas... now hols, sleep over at her hse at least twice a week...hahas...always have a hell load of fun at her hse... yeah, going to her hse on mon to watch shao nian te gong dui! lalalas...its now my second home...hahas....

first week of intensive studying finally over!! one more week to go! had so many maths and chem lessons this week cans?! so sian...received a rude shock from mrs khong...sighs...wad can i do? its not as if i didnt try my best, i really did lohs...can i help it if i'm stupid? anyway, i dun want to diasppoint my parents too cans?! really think that its so ironic... sometimes i can feel a burst of motivation coming from within me and that can spur me on for only a limited period of time...most of the time i jus feel stressed and sit down there telling myself that i cannot make it... spilt personalities...sigh...

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opps! guess that its about time that i am updating my very abandoned blog! hahas...

sports day-- yellow got first! hahas...nice memory that i can bring with me when i leave st nicks...hahas...that day after sports day went for dinner at pizza hut with joyce,yu yin, hwee teng amd siow yi! hahas...so fun...but was like so damn fill after the 2 pans of pizza! hahas....reached home at ard 10 plus but my parents couldnt say anything cause i was supposedly helping to clean up the school! hahas

yest--yeah! i have done the LAST napfa test for my entire secondary life! hahas...everything was ok, my standing broad jump was total crap lahs! but dun care since i can get at least gold this year...went amk central with joyce,ming and hwee teng to buy stuff for mother's day... quite fun cause we were experimenting the make-up on our hands! so our hands ended like either so white[from foundation] or multi coloured[from eye shadows and lipsticks]....hahas....but was dead tired yest! hahas...

i hate you bloody, fucking BITCH!

y do i like have no life once i enter sec 4?! hahas...its like everyday including the weekend revolve ard studying and studying!?
hahas...so boring nowadays...luckily the 4 test week is over and there is only like 2 tests this week? sec 4 is really so depressing! i wanna get into a good jc! hwa chong! arhs! 4 dili--jiayou yeah?!
had the stupid clit talk on sat..so boring cans!? dunno even know wad the hell they were talking abt! and the best thing was that zhang came late and yet she left like in the middle of the talk in rjc! like wadeva! together with her beloved jian ge!
things will neva be the same again... BITCH! wad zi ge do you have to come and break up friendships?! you are sooooooooooo pathetic that you even have to buy your way into people's hearts! i dun understand y till now has everyone has not seen how fake you are! i agree with wad someone has said. the term bull dog really fits you to the core! firstly, you are like as ugly as a bull dog with your cheeks all sagging down and your personality fits the dog to the core! you dunno wad is a dog?! let me tell you! it is something that follows and sucks up to the owner with no brain of its own... if YOU wanna go to her,by all means do so! i cant be bothered since she is like soooooo much more precious to you! i beginning to think that i have been used for the past year.

oh mans! like wad time izzit already lahs and i am blogging...not to mention that it is a school day tmr and i have like 2 tests of which one is the first period in the morn...hahas...
act can feel my eye lids starting to close lahs but still wanna make sure that i got all the ss and clit points into my head...arh! so irritating! all thanks to zhang thats y we have 2 tests tmr..the clit test was supposed to be on mon one lohs and i spent like the whole sun studying it and not even touching my chinese and phy only to come to school on mon being told that she not shuang today so post phone the test to thurs...like wadeva lahs she...cant stand her! she and her beloved jian ge! -pukes-
think i will die in term 3 when there is like wad 5-7 tests per week?! even tho its revison test but the stress is still there sia? arhs! whoever said sweet 16 must have jumped from 15 to 17 and didnt go through 16 years old cause its really not sweet! hahas...talking crap...
watched ge dou tian wang esp 12 tday! so nice cans?! could have melt on the spot while watching it! ge dou tian wang rocks! hahas...

lalas... weather was so hot today...hahas...today got extra lessons for physics... doing experiment again...this time was doing magnet and compass...almost went cork eye looking at the tiny compass neddle...hahas...finally managed to finsh the experiment!
hahas...went hougang mall with yining to walk ard after that...wanted to go popular but it was not opened yet so went to the library instead and managed to find a couple of interesting books...quite fun talking and laughing with yining..hahas
for the first time ever, i find myself really hating the bitch...can feel the hatred in my blood whenever i think of her and all that...shit you mans! fcuking idiot...its confirmed that you have destroyed everything for me and there is no turning back! go to hell mans!
i'm so irritated of everything....golly well do whatever YOUU want...i dun care anymore... everything is upside down! i know wad you want and you can do wadeva you want...its none of my business

heys clonnie! take care and get well soon! -bear hugg-
chem family and 4 dee...treasures more than anything and NOTHING can change the fact!

totally screwed up both tests today...both chem and emthas...sigh..got back amaths test paper...not a very nice score but wad can i do? go jump off a building? i wouldnt be so silly as to do that cause i still wanna test my ability at o levls standard and see how i do! hahas...talking crap...the weather was like sooo hot today and i was like sweating the whole day even when i am under the fan...sigh! and it doesnt help that we had to run 5 rounds AND play our minor elective today...next week 6 rounds! very can make it lahs...sigh...cant wait for napfa to be over! cant get any motivation to study! can someone help me find motivation? hahas...

just got off the phone with ming and we were talking abt some funny stuff but the most impt point is that jo is a very happy girl today! hahas...oso dunno y! haven been feeling so happy since everything has happened and my life went into chaos...shall not mention abt anthing to spoil my mood since i'm so high today! hahas...
erms...firstly the week went off to a good start...tho i listened to wad the teachers was saying at the front...i still managed to have a damn nice chit chat session with both ming and bihan! thanks guys! you both rock! hahas
recess was talking to manchi non-stop abt the autograph session...so corny and manchi was like so many more times more crazy than me! but never minds! i understand cause wo shi guo lai ren!
got dragged off to orchard by my cousin to buy the juniery monthly mag...went kino and house of stars oso dun have but in the end managed to buy the mag at fan hub! oh mans! xiezhi was so shuai in this open collar shirt with a tie loosely tied ard his neck! shuai! arh1 -screaming my head off-
lalalas...tmr got chm extra lesson den cca...how interesting sia!? so looking forward to tmr! never minds! i got my mag to keep me company! hahas...is a bit of the old me slipping back into my blood?! or is this just temporary?! wadeva the outcome is, i have learnt to look to the positive side for all i have to do is remember that sweet smile! =) sorry guys....i'm really mad!

oh my god! i think that i will be so damn high tonight that i cannot sleep! hahas...wondering y?
went to 5566 autograph session! hahas...tho this is like the 4th autograph session..i neva fail to have the same feeling as i had when i went for the first on at j8! hahas...5566 neva fail to have that very effect on me! hahas...
today's weather was so damn hot can?! i'm like a roasted pig now with a very red sun burnt nose! hahas..but never minds lah...this was one of the autograph session that i had to wait the shortest...it will always be worth it in the end! we can fast forward to the part when 5566 finally came onto the stage!
they were so damn shuai today..all were wearing a black coat over another shirt and xiezhi was wearing a white shirt with red prints! shuai! =p they sang yuan dian and cun zai...two of my fav songs! and managed to buy this cd thats contains of all the zhu ti qu of idol dramas that juniery acted in...very nice..yupps
on the stage..
xiezhi was the first seated at the table...i went up to him and said 'xiezhi! yao jiayou!' and he looked up and said 'hao xie xie'..still got time so i blurted out 'xiezhi, ta mahjong!' he looked up an said'wo ji de ni!' and smiled! oh mans! i could have melted on the spot! hahas... he was so sweet when he looked up and smiled! like wad i say...5566, wo ting ding le!
they appeared in nkf too...they sang fang shou yi bo and cun zai! hahas...the numbers on the screen was jumping like mad...hahas...i got donate lohs! but didnt see them at the ending when everyone gathered...poor them, they must be really tired today cause they only reached singapore today and rushed straighed to imm den after that to nkf le...and they are at the airport le...xin ku ni men le! hahas..wo ai 5566!
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oh my god! when was the last time i was here? hahas...i think it was like one million years ago?!
anyway...nothing much happen nowadays...no special happenings in class worth mentioning..not like there was a lizard in the class or something.

arh! my whole world is topsy turvy now... so irritating...cant stand it...

y? y? tell me y? I HATE YOU TO THE CORE! fcuking get lost lahs! you have already destroyed everything for me...HAPPY?! xin very shuang lohs! fine...you are the OH SO PITIFUL ONE while i'm the EVIL ONE WHO STARTED EVERYTHING....if you didnt try to squeeze me out in the first place...this wouldnt happen! but oh i forgot...you are the PITIFUL ONE...all my faults...none of it is yours! happy now? everyone is on your side now! fcuking hell!

i'm back like after how many thousand days! hahas...always online but totally no time to blog..hahas... was jus told yest that we had to go through first 3 months after all! so irritating! really hate the minister of education wadeva the hell his name is...totally cannot make it lohs! so now we only got 5 more months to complete everything including revision...sigh...so stressed! jus finished yet another test...arh...next week got so many tests! life is soooo meaningless mans...study and work...thats the only thing that we do all our life! arh!
seriously hope that my physics will start improving if not i will have to live with the guilt for the rest of my life! you may ask wad the guilt is and tht is my parents paying a hefty sum of money on tuition for me to buy a f9 back! sigh! so disappointed with myself and i totally hate the stupid tutor! he sucks and charge so ex! go to hell mans!
totally so worried abt some stuff...hope that things wouldnt turn out like how i have imagined it...and yet again if anything happenes...i'm neva going to forgive you bitch! not ever again!

yeah! i'm back like after one million years! hahas...not really lahs...but still it felt so long ago since i blogged!
huang cheng was not as nice as last year but all in all oso enjoyed the dinner and neos with camilla,samq,jolene and phebe...so funny esp when we realised that we were late...ran all the way from raffles mrt to victoria threate...phebe was running barefooted cause her heels were like really killing her! hahas...my heels was no better...the paint or wadeva you called it chipped off on both heels...hahas...but its still wearable!
today was a fcuking shit day...dun wanna go into details...jus that i'm really pissed off by someone who sooooooo totally loves to get attention and stomp her big fat elephant foot on my leg today...thanks man...dun think that you are soooo wanted....SHE may not be with us in person but that does not mean that YOU can exclude HER from the clique

its already fri! so fast! hahas...from wed till now...though very the sleepy in the morn cause have to wake up so early to go to school...hahas...but overall very fun cause we always play badminton after wadeva lessons we have! hahas...today we didnt play tho cause after chem lessons too early the pe room never open so we went j8 instead! had quite a fun time eating at mos burgers and taking neos later! very nice the neos! hahas...bhb...
tonight got huang cheng! meeting jolene and camilla before that to take neos and have dinner...cant wait to see the show! cause last year one was nice! hahas...looking forward!

wee! today is like the first time in 3 days tat i'm beginning to feel a bit of life in me! hahas...sounds weird rite? cause i have been stuck at home for like 2 whole days and facing my brother is really torture! hahas...sound so mean...
today went back to school for maths remedial and was doing differentiation for 3 whole hours! can pratically faint on the spot....got back our test paper too...not as badly done as i thought but still fail! hahas...can you see the irony there?! =p
anyway...after maths den while waiting with ming for her meeting to start at 1 o clock so me,ming,xt and joyce went to play badminton! hahas...the pe room was open surprising! hahas...anyway, we were playing at the patch of gras behind the peacork cage there...quite fun esp when we played doubles but they sabo me lahs! say i cannot hit 3 times den treat them...fine lohs! i very nice one! sure treat but today no money so qian zhe xian! hahas...paiseh! hahas...after that went to eat ice kachang with joyce and xt but the stupid store not open AGAIN! so irritating! in the end...ended up with the small and not so nice ice kachang! overall...quite a happy day!

its the end of the weekend jus before march hols! this year time really passes so fast mans! hahas...erm...dun really noe how to describe this term but i mus say that there were quite a lot of memories with 4 dee like xt's test tube exploding and the lizard that managed to crawl into our class...hahas...
yupps...my mood on fri was really bad so i ponned cca and went town with ming,joyce and ht...we went to far east[sorta as usual] to look for food to eat cause our stomach was really growling...we were walking ard and we finally settled on this jap resturant....while we were eating half way...we saw Ng Hui! she looks so much chio-er in real life! hahas...i think she was doing some interviw thingie cause there was this photorapher who was taking so many pics of her...hahas... den was walking ard and took neos! this time the neos very nice! hahas... later when we were wandering ad dunno where to go den i suggested going to this fashion to try clothes...hahas...had fun trying on the dresses there...ming had on this really nice purple gown that is really suitable for prom...

had fun this weekend too to make up for the bad mood that i have been experiencing this past 2 weeks or so... sat as usual had tuition and den after that went for dinner with my cousin and her family...my mum recommand one...hey guys! next time i got one more place to bring you guys go eat! very nice prawn mee and beancurd! guess wad...i saw huang yida when i was eating beancurd! but didnt went up to him for autograph tho i think liuwen will most prob like rush up to him and ask for his autograph! hahas...

today was playing bball with my cousins and brother...hopefully had managed to sweat off some fats! hahas...den went singing...gosh...it feels great to have the mike back in your hand again after soooo long! hahas...goodness knows when i held a mike! hahas...

today is yet another miserable day....a very miserable one somemore...sigh...
clit was like so bloody boring and i was like doing all kinds of wu liao things to keep myself entertained cause i was like a dying duck there! hahas...
assembly was quite interesting cause jack neo came and gave us a talk on how to gao xiao...-raise eyebrows- ...quite funny cause we were like sometimes laughing at his jokes and sometimes we were laughing at the way he tells cold jokes... he drives a jaguar too...mayb from wad we saw parked outside d&t room...
an empty feeling in me really hurts