y do i like have no life once i enter sec 4?! hahas...its like everyday including the weekend revolve ard studying and studying!?
hahas...so boring nowadays...luckily the 4 test week is over and there is only like 2 tests this week? sec 4 is really so depressing! i wanna get into a good jc! hwa chong! arhs! 4 dili--jiayou yeah?!
had the stupid clit talk on sat..so boring cans!? dunno even know wad the hell they were talking abt! and the best thing was that zhang came late and yet she left like in the middle of the talk in rjc! like wadeva! together with her beloved jian ge!
things will neva be the same again... BITCH! wad zi ge do you have to come and break up friendships?! you are sooooooooooo pathetic that you even have to buy your way into people's hearts! i dun understand y till now has everyone has not seen how fake you are! i agree with wad someone has said. the term bull dog really fits you to the core! firstly, you are like as ugly as a bull dog with your cheeks all sagging down and your personality fits the dog to the core! you dunno wad is a dog?! let me tell you! it is something that follows and sucks up to the owner with no brain of its own... if YOU wanna go to her,by all means do so! i cant be bothered since she is like soooooo much more precious to you! i beginning to think that i have been used for the past year.

oh mans! like wad time izzit already lahs and i am blogging...not to mention that it is a school day tmr and i have like 2 tests of which one is the first period in the morn...hahas...
act can feel my eye lids starting to close lahs but still wanna make sure that i got all the ss and clit points into my head...arh! so irritating! all thanks to zhang thats y we have 2 tests tmr..the clit test was supposed to be on mon one lohs and i spent like the whole sun studying it and not even touching my chinese and phy only to come to school on mon being told that she not shuang today so post phone the test to thurs...like wadeva lahs she...cant stand her! she and her beloved jian ge! -pukes-
think i will die in term 3 when there is like wad 5-7 tests per week?! even tho its revison test but the stress is still there sia? arhs! whoever said sweet 16 must have jumped from 15 to 17 and didnt go through 16 years old cause its really not sweet! hahas...talking crap...
watched ge dou tian wang esp 12 tday! so nice cans?! could have melt on the spot while watching it! ge dou tian wang rocks! hahas...

lalas... weather was so hot today...hahas...today got extra lessons for physics... doing experiment again...this time was doing magnet and compass...almost went cork eye looking at the tiny compass neddle...hahas...finally managed to finsh the experiment!
hahas...went hougang mall with yining to walk ard after that...wanted to go popular but it was not opened yet so went to the library instead and managed to find a couple of interesting books...quite fun talking and laughing with yining..hahas
for the first time ever, i find myself really hating the bitch...can feel the hatred in my blood whenever i think of her and all that...shit you mans! fcuking idiot...its confirmed that you have destroyed everything for me and there is no turning back! go to hell mans!
i'm so irritated of everything....golly well do whatever YOUU want...i dun care anymore... everything is upside down! i know wad you want and you can do wadeva you want...its none of my business

heys clonnie! take care and get well soon! -bear hugg-
chem family and 4 dee...treasures more than anything and NOTHING can change the fact!

totally screwed up both tests today...both chem and emthas...sigh..got back amaths test paper...not a very nice score but wad can i do? go jump off a building? i wouldnt be so silly as to do that cause i still wanna test my ability at o levls standard and see how i do! hahas...talking crap...the weather was like sooo hot today and i was like sweating the whole day even when i am under the fan...sigh! and it doesnt help that we had to run 5 rounds AND play our minor elective today...next week 6 rounds! very can make it lahs...sigh...cant wait for napfa to be over! cant get any motivation to study! can someone help me find motivation? hahas...

just got off the phone with ming and we were talking abt some funny stuff but the most impt point is that jo is a very happy girl today! hahas...oso dunno y! haven been feeling so happy since everything has happened and my life went into chaos...shall not mention abt anthing to spoil my mood since i'm so high today! hahas...
erms...firstly the week went off to a good start...tho i listened to wad the teachers was saying at the front...i still managed to have a damn nice chit chat session with both ming and bihan! thanks guys! you both rock! hahas
recess was talking to manchi non-stop abt the autograph session...so corny and manchi was like so many more times more crazy than me! but never minds! i understand cause wo shi guo lai ren!
got dragged off to orchard by my cousin to buy the juniery monthly mag...went kino and house of stars oso dun have but in the end managed to buy the mag at fan hub! oh mans! xiezhi was so shuai in this open collar shirt with a tie loosely tied ard his neck! shuai! arh1 -screaming my head off-
lalalas...tmr got chm extra lesson den cca...how interesting sia!? so looking forward to tmr! never minds! i got my mag to keep me company! hahas...is a bit of the old me slipping back into my blood?! or is this just temporary?! wadeva the outcome is, i have learnt to look to the positive side for all i have to do is remember that sweet smile! =) sorry guys....i'm really mad!

oh my god! i think that i will be so damn high tonight that i cannot sleep! hahas...wondering y?
went to 5566 autograph session! hahas...tho this is like the 4th autograph session..i neva fail to have the same feeling as i had when i went for the first on at j8! hahas...5566 neva fail to have that very effect on me! hahas...
today's weather was so damn hot can?! i'm like a roasted pig now with a very red sun burnt nose! hahas..but never minds lah...this was one of the autograph session that i had to wait the shortest...it will always be worth it in the end! we can fast forward to the part when 5566 finally came onto the stage!
they were so damn shuai today..all were wearing a black coat over another shirt and xiezhi was wearing a white shirt with red prints! shuai! =p they sang yuan dian and cun zai...two of my fav songs! and managed to buy this cd thats contains of all the zhu ti qu of idol dramas that juniery acted in...very nice..yupps
on the stage..
xiezhi was the first seated at the table...i went up to him and said 'xiezhi! yao jiayou!' and he looked up and said 'hao xie xie'..still got time so i blurted out 'xiezhi, ta mahjong!' he looked up an said'wo ji de ni!' and smiled! oh mans! i could have melted on the spot! hahas... he was so sweet when he looked up and smiled! like wad i say...5566, wo ting ding le!
they appeared in nkf too...they sang fang shou yi bo and cun zai! hahas...the numbers on the screen was jumping like mad...hahas...i got donate lohs! but didnt see them at the ending when everyone gathered...poor them, they must be really tired today cause they only reached singapore today and rushed straighed to imm den after that to nkf le...and they are at the airport le...xin ku ni men le! hahas..wo ai 5566!
oh

oh my god! when was the last time i was here? hahas...i think it was like one million years ago?!
anyway...nothing much happen nowadays...no special happenings in class worth mentioning..not like there was a lizard in the class or something.

arh! my whole world is topsy turvy now... so irritating...cant stand it...

y? y? tell me y? I HATE YOU TO THE CORE! fcuking get lost lahs! you have already destroyed everything for me...HAPPY?! xin very shuang lohs! fine...you are the OH SO PITIFUL ONE while i'm the EVIL ONE WHO STARTED EVERYTHING....if you didnt try to squeeze me out in the first place...this wouldnt happen! but oh i forgot...you are the PITIFUL ONE...all my faults...none of it is yours! happy now? everyone is on your side now! fcuking hell!

i'm back like after how many thousand days! hahas...always online but totally no time to blog..hahas... was jus told yest that we had to go through first 3 months after all! so irritating! really hate the minister of education wadeva the hell his name is...totally cannot make it lohs! so now we only got 5 more months to complete everything including revision...sigh...so stressed! jus finished yet another test...arh...next week got so many tests! life is soooo meaningless mans...study and work...thats the only thing that we do all our life! arh!
seriously hope that my physics will start improving if not i will have to live with the guilt for the rest of my life! you may ask wad the guilt is and tht is my parents paying a hefty sum of money on tuition for me to buy a f9 back! sigh! so disappointed with myself and i totally hate the stupid tutor! he sucks and charge so ex! go to hell mans!
totally so worried abt some stuff...hope that things wouldnt turn out like how i have imagined it...and yet again if anything happenes...i'm neva going to forgive you bitch! not ever again!

yeah! i'm back like after one million years! hahas...not really lahs...but still it felt so long ago since i blogged!
huang cheng was not as nice as last year but all in all oso enjoyed the dinner and neos with camilla,samq,jolene and phebe...so funny esp when we realised that we were late...ran all the way from raffles mrt to victoria threate...phebe was running barefooted cause her heels were like really killing her! hahas...my heels was no better...the paint or wadeva you called it chipped off on both heels...hahas...but its still wearable!
today was a fcuking shit day...dun wanna go into details...jus that i'm really pissed off by someone who sooooooo totally loves to get attention and stomp her big fat elephant foot on my leg today...thanks man...dun think that you are soooo wanted....SHE may not be with us in person but that does not mean that YOU can exclude HER from the clique

its already fri! so fast! hahas...from wed till now...though very the sleepy in the morn cause have to wake up so early to go to school...hahas...but overall very fun cause we always play badminton after wadeva lessons we have! hahas...today we didnt play tho cause after chem lessons too early the pe room never open so we went j8 instead! had quite a fun time eating at mos burgers and taking neos later! very nice the neos! hahas...bhb...
tonight got huang cheng! meeting jolene and camilla before that to take neos and have dinner...cant wait to see the show! cause last year one was nice! hahas...looking forward!

wee! today is like the first time in 3 days tat i'm beginning to feel a bit of life in me! hahas...sounds weird rite? cause i have been stuck at home for like 2 whole days and facing my brother is really torture! hahas...sound so mean...
today went back to school for maths remedial and was doing differentiation for 3 whole hours! can pratically faint on the spot....got back our test paper too...not as badly done as i thought but still fail! hahas...can you see the irony there?! =p
anyway...after maths den while waiting with ming for her meeting to start at 1 o clock so me,ming,xt and joyce went to play badminton! hahas...the pe room was open surprising! hahas...anyway, we were playing at the patch of gras behind the peacork cage there...quite fun esp when we played doubles but they sabo me lahs! say i cannot hit 3 times den treat them...fine lohs! i very nice one! sure treat but today no money so qian zhe xian! hahas...paiseh! hahas...after that went to eat ice kachang with joyce and xt but the stupid store not open AGAIN! so irritating! in the end...ended up with the small and not so nice ice kachang! overall...quite a happy day!

its the end of the weekend jus before march hols! this year time really passes so fast mans! hahas...erm...dun really noe how to describe this term but i mus say that there were quite a lot of memories with 4 dee like xt's test tube exploding and the lizard that managed to crawl into our class...hahas...
yupps...my mood on fri was really bad so i ponned cca and went town with ming,joyce and ht...we went to far east[sorta as usual] to look for food to eat cause our stomach was really growling...we were walking ard and we finally settled on this jap resturant....while we were eating half way...we saw Ng Hui! she looks so much chio-er in real life! hahas...i think she was doing some interviw thingie cause there was this photorapher who was taking so many pics of her...hahas... den was walking ard and took neos! this time the neos very nice! hahas... later when we were wandering ad dunno where to go den i suggested going to this fashion to try clothes...hahas...had fun trying on the dresses there...ming had on this really nice purple gown that is really suitable for prom...

had fun this weekend too to make up for the bad mood that i have been experiencing this past 2 weeks or so... sat as usual had tuition and den after that went for dinner with my cousin and her family...my mum recommand one...hey guys! next time i got one more place to bring you guys go eat! very nice prawn mee and beancurd! guess wad...i saw huang yida when i was eating beancurd! but didnt went up to him for autograph tho i think liuwen will most prob like rush up to him and ask for his autograph! hahas...

today was playing bball with my cousins and brother...hopefully had managed to sweat off some fats! hahas...den went singing...gosh...it feels great to have the mike back in your hand again after soooo long! hahas...goodness knows when i held a mike! hahas...

today is yet another miserable day....a very miserable one somemore...sigh...
clit was like so bloody boring and i was like doing all kinds of wu liao things to keep myself entertained cause i was like a dying duck there! hahas...
assembly was quite interesting cause jack neo came and gave us a talk on how to gao xiao...-raise eyebrows- ...quite funny cause we were like sometimes laughing at his jokes and sometimes we were laughing at the way he tells cold jokes... he drives a jaguar too...mayb from wad we saw parked outside d&t room...
an empty feeling in me really hurts

today is a moderate day...not very sad but oso not very happy...yupps, very hard to descibe...hahas... pe was damn fun! it was the whole of 4dili against one grp made up of anne marie, her innocent fren, eunice and the outcast malaysian scholar...it was so funn! wad can i say but to repeat myself that 4 dil rocks! hahas...
ms khong didnt come today so we didnt have any phy rememdial and ended up in the balcoey studying and stuff and today is also the day that chem family reunite in where esle but chem remedial! but this time is mrs quek's remadial...not as funny as our previous remedial but act managed to learn something...hahas...

~ damn irritated and frustrated~

yeah! i hereby declare that there are no more tests for term one le! jus finished the chem test and it was easier than wad bb had told us at first...hopefully can pass this chem test...it will be like the first one this year and the second one in sec 3 and sec 4! hahas...this is hao ke lian i am! heh...but that is provided that i pass lahs....-prays hard-
mrs khong is down with shringles and so all the phy lessons this week oso bb take over...woah...how interesting can chem get mans?! sigh but oso have to bear with it for at least until o levels are over! sigh! this is how pitiful sec 4 life is!! seeing yining's autograph book oso makes me wanna go out and buy one too but i'm really broke this week! hahas...but at least can go out and relax myself a bit before going back to pia-ing 27/7....

if anything is to happen..i'm never going to forgive you...not ever..cause you simply dun deserve it! =(

yeah! its friday again! hahas...but next week must get back ppr le! i dun want! sure do very badly for this term one loh...how abt fail 2 sciences and 1 maths....show that on my future o level slip and i am dead for sure! sigh! and this physics test is oso no better cause dunno whether will pass or fail but i think is most prob fail one lohs...i cant stand the tutor for 2 reasons! 1) who the hell would believe that fucking sissy is a professor at nus or ntu!? if you are really a professor den u would be damn rich lahs...you wouldnt need to teach tution as a sideline lahs! pathetic! and charge so high some more! go to hell mans! 2) having a tution to teach me means that i have to as expected do very well in physics and if i dun that is extra pressure on me! arh~! -pull hair-

yest cca was fooling ard and taking photos...laughing our heads off...decorating and drawing the store for today picnic day...so funny...hahas....den dad came and fetch me for dinner....its like a routine for every fri lohs....meeting my aunt's family for dinner den go swimming after that study..not bad but i cant call clonnie at night cause everytime reach home like 12 plus that kind of thing.... but am like damn pissed on sat morn cause like sat is the only day which i get to sleep late so y the hell cant YOU let me!? everytime early morn my aunt would start screaming in my ear to go down and fetch my grandma.... i dun mind fetching my grandma but cant YOU be considerate and fucking move your feet to bring her up for once?!

and YOUU: you go concert den go lahs....dun need to come showing off to me! like i wanna go like that...and furthermore,SHE did not come willingly to the concert with YOUU...YOUU forced HER to buy the tix all for the sake of going to HER house to sleep at night only wads...pathetic......do YOUU have a life not!?

only have ten more mins to blog before i go back to full time studying for phy...phy test tmr! hope that this time can pass and not jus pass but with flying colours too...-pray hard- hahas...
brought camera to school today and were taking so many pics...hahas...for keepsake! heh...had physics remedial at 1 o clock and asking mrs khong so many ques abt electricity...hahas...but managed to clear some of my doubts...waited for joyce cause she need to do the summary thingie and waited for xt to eat finish her orange bowl filled with chilli! =)
took bus home with ht and we were like watching this mad guy who sat or rather stood in front of us and popped his head out of the window...we were like so afraid that his head will get cut off b a branch or a lamp post den we will be so tramatised! =p yupps...think thts all for today...nothing much happened...have a feeling that this will be a great week!

28 feb 2005! a day to be remembered! hahas...got back o level chinese results today...was so damn nervous in the morn lahs...and we were like counting down to the time when we will get our results...at first we thought that we will get it at the same time as the sec fous(2004) but chem jia yu was telling us to go to the drama studio at 12 to take back our results....we were all like so bloddy nervous! cant stand it!
on the way, me and ming were saying that if we got b3, den we will dash onto the road and get knocked down by car(choy!)...but luckily we didnt have to =)...
when we went into the drama studio, zhang chun yu's face was black like thunder and we were like shit did we do badly that kind of thing.... i was like the first one to take results from our class lahs...not scary only...i was so nervous cause zhang gave me one whole bundle of result slips, name list and the photocopied version of our result slip...and i dropped ervything on the floor...hahas...this was how nervous i am. saw that i got an a1! and breathed a sigh of relief...den zhang walked over to us smiling and said that our whole class got a1! we were so shocked lahs! well done 4 dee! anyway, later we took photos on request of cheng jiayu...so our photo was literally a class photo...

after school went to amk central with 5/6 of chem family cause banana had meeting...we wanted to go eat ice kachang but we didnt cause the store closed again! sigh! so sway one...second time le! never mind lahs...den we went pizza hunt and ate the student package there...me,ht and sok ate set a...ming and joyce ate set b... was there talking and laughing....so fun! am really gonna miss this bunch of guys tonnes after grad mans!

was on the phone with my cousin jus now and we were relieving the different feelings that we experienced when we got back our chinese o level results...quite interesting....overall...today is a great day! tmr chinese test! jiayou everyone!

yeah! its the weekend again! hahas..finally managed to catch up on some much needed sleep! hahas....was in a great mood yest cause didnt have to see that fcuking bitch! so happy! hahas...dun have to see her 'aa'-ing ways and sucking up to people and didnt have to see her ugly face...in fact i think she is the ugliest person in the whole school mans...if not the whole world! so fake mans! this is exactly wad i think of her!
had pmb yest so didnt have to attend a lot of lessons...didnt have to see bb oso...which is double happiness! =) physics was doing electricity experiment again...den ming was so upset over her circuit cause her bulb didnt light up....hahas...was trying to 'console' her so that she wouldnt get short circuit somewhere abt her! hahas....jus joking!
next week is going to be a stressful week cause we are like going to have 3 tests...but i thk tat is going to be counted as little as compared to those in term 3! arh! i hate sec 4 life! jiayou everyone! and the everyone does not include u bitch!

arh! jus typed out a whole chunk of things and it got deleted....arhs! -pull hair-

had a damn fun weekend...cause on sat ot bbq den sun go tony wong's house....

sat
had bbq at the civil country club with my mum's side of the family and it was so damn fun! which means that a bit of the old me is slowly slipping back into me now! hahas...was so fun cause we were playing monkey before the food cooked and i was laughing my head off lohs...later eat already den too full so my cousin and i sat at the grass patch in front of the sea under the moon and stars and were singing songs...hahas...

sun
went to my mum's fren's house to have cny lunch...later took mrt from tampinese to admiralty...oh my god...my butt hurts from sitting so long...hahas...was playing mahjong and tony came and played with us for a while...how abt win already give him sweets...not a bit like miss choo lahs....-shakes head- and we saw his girlfrind...so fierce!

today free period during bio cannot go out mus stay in class so we were in the balcony and ming and i were sitting at the two tables facing the railings...we were saying wad will happen if something dropped from the railing onto the first floor....oh mans and it really happened! luckily we managed to catch it in time! hahas...so scary!

happy birthday xiezhi! hahas... some things are just meant to be more impt than the rest....you cant blame me for treasuring this more than that

hey! i'm back to blog again! hahas...the thing that really dampened my mood yest was the fucking bitch tsk! i hate her mans! like wads her prob mans?! whether i wanna drop a not is my prob and not yours...dun think i dun know wad u talking...you dun wanna call us your students who fail their chem....call yourself a teacher....go to hell mans...mrs khong is soooooooooooooo much better than you! oily is like an angel beside you man! at least, i can stand(but barely) to look at her during her lesson and listen to wad she is saying...but you...vomit blood mans!....enough of the bitch

was lao-ing yu sheng with 4 dee yest! so fun! once again....4 dee ricks my world! hahas...had house meeting which was like soooo boring cause i totally dun give a damn about who the hell is the hse captain and all that....and i think that sports day is a waste of time...at least for me cause we only go there to shai tai yang! sigh! totally dread this time of the year every year....

den got cca...so boring cause we were like down there designing our badge and tee shirt....den designed poster for international frenship day...so crappy! but my poster was sooo nice cause it was sponge bob squarepants! our slogan was 'asborb frens and knowledge like a sponge'! hahas...

today YO was late for school AGAIN and this time i think she really offended zhang cause zhang was scolding her and telling her that she will call her mum and all that.....den zhang asked her how long does she take to come to school and she said haof an hour like who will believe mans!? i live in hougang and take 2 buses to school and it only take 45 mins including waiting for bus....like wadeva! -roll eyes- so from tmr morn onwards....zhang is going to call her to wake her up and make sure that she gets to school on time! =)

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
hahas...yupps...thanks dearies for all your presents...love it loads and thanks for making my last vday in st nicks such a memorable one! i love 4 dee! you guys rock my world!
wf6 too! thanks for all ur presents...eh,and manchi with ur renfu pic! hahas....

went for dental after school today and it was quite lame cause we were goofing ard and all that but the dental nurse was damn rough and my gums were bleeding..ouch!
after that went for lunch with ming and when we were abt to go home...we saw joyce and xt so we went to j8 together...took neos! 2nd time taking with xt! hahas...first time was on joyce's birthday...so fun...den went to swensnes to eat but ming went home first cause her sis saw her at father barre and worry later tell her mum so yupps...she went off first...was looking at joyce and xt eat and took some bites..hehes...was gossiping and xt went to buy vday presents...took 88 with joyce and reached home at 7....was eating dinner and helping to pack up...until now den free...so tired...but all in all...my mood lifted! thanks guys!
oily hair was giving us a lecture on how vday is only celebrated by adults and weshould concentrate more on our studies...like wadeva! you no romeo den dun come give us lecture like you very experience like that! -stick out tongue-

-disappointed and irritated-
thats exactly the mood that i am in now and had been for the past dunno how many days...shit mans...and YOU are not helping things either....you may not treasure but i do... it may not be impt to you but it is to me so pls dun take it and throw it into my face cause you dunno just how much it hurts...
vday is on mons...love is supposed to be in the air but how come i dun feel anything at all?! i used to always feel so xin fu to have my frens and family ard me...wad happened?!
the thought of going to my aunt's hse tmr is not helping either...cant stand the thought of going there and stone for dunno how many hours when i can be doing so many more useful things! and i cant stand their way of gou yan kan ren di...shit you mans...
arh! wad the hell is happening and wad is this world coming to?! in the past..a smile can lift my spirits but now...gone case....everything is going way off course...i hate this feeling! can i ever be happy again?!

yeah! ss and clit test is over and i dun have to think of tests for one week le! hahas...so happy! hopefully can pass these two tests! before i get to the happy stuff,shall state some of the shitty stuff today! of cos the first thing on my list is physics tution! cause its so ex! can feel so sense of diu kang-ing against him! hahas...hopefully, i wouldnt be needing him anymore soon! cause i can count on mrs khong who is soooo much better!
today was studying like shit for the ss and clit test...ss test was still quite ok but the clit test i think i jus threw 16 marks out of the window cause i didnt see the instructions properly..we were supposed to translate the poem but i went to explain the meaning! arhs! -pull hair- but shall look on the positive side! chinese new year! so excited! hahas...when we were in the hall dozing off when suddenly nana shouted 'lizard' and we were all jumping up and down and screaming! but zhang came to catch the lizard..it was so disgusting! it was black in colour! like yucks!
anyway...i came out with the idea of chem family haveing reunion dinner or lunch together this cny! cause cham family ends with FAMILY and traditions state that family mus have reunion dinner together! and everyone thought it was fun but guess where they wanna go for our reunion dinner!? tony wong's house! like wadeva?! hahas...saw him in the canteen and they pushed me to ask him...only ask him whether can go his hse...never tell him wad we planned to do so he said he is going to give us the answer tmr...shi mu yi dai!
later had physics remedial...think mrs khong is such a nice teacher! she was sooo patient despite us asking the same ques so many times! hahas...thanks mrs khong!

hey! updating quite often nowdays...but pretty sian and all...i mean where is the joanne who used to love coming to school everyday last year simply because she loves to be in the company of her frens? where were the days when things were so simple and easy going den? sigh! act i was a pretty happy girl today before recess until SOMETHING spoiled it all...oh mans..after that my mood practically went down hill from there...arhs! this sat supposed to go china town with clonnie and the others but pian pian i got tution on tt day...dunno y but jus feel so tied down by tution and stuff....new year is coming! of cos i cant wait for it! but can someone come and liberate me from this miserable life and let me have fun this sat!? is this too much to ask for?!