i seriously reckon that i'm doing the stupidest things nowadays!
just yest, i was at my cousin's house cause we agreed to jog together... den she suggested that we can bring along the bball to shoot hoops... but the prob was that he ball was hopelessly deflated and we decided to pump it[like duh!]... as we were pumping happily, the needle broke and air was like escaping at an alarming rate... people do make stupid decisions in an emergency tho it looked like the most practical thing to do at the moment! anw, i decided to just use my teeth to pluck out the needle and it was a decision tt i have to live with for the rest of my life! my 'beautiful pearly whites' got chipped off! and the worst was that the needle didnt move an inch! so i sacrificed my teeth for nothing! like arhs! i'm so sad! and my mum was saying at its because i didnt have enough calcium cause i dun drink milk! most disgusting drink ever! when i told people today, some evil ones were like laughing their head off! -shakes head-

and i realised how evil my class can be! today my shoe laces came untied and i was lazy to bend down to tie them since we were already going to sit down in less than 5 mins [pw tutorial].... and they were like runinng after me trying to step on my shoe laces to make me fall! i remember who they are! qiao die and baoqi!

feel like killing the adrian tan cans!? i feel so cheated! i thought maths test was going to be tutorial style and come out the bloody test was only 5 ma rks and 3 were mutiple choice! like was the hell! nvm, shall not brood over it still got another clit test either tmr or wed... hope its wed!

writing camp-- dunno whether to be excited nots, but nvm jov is my room mate! and that is nice enough already! hahas....i escaped! whee!

2 more days to jian chi! i want the book now!!! and i realised that having so many videos but no time to watch also no use! seriously! the whole file that is labelled "haven watch" on my destop is like 5gb?! jus imagine how many shows is that! and not forgetting the shows in my cousin's comp! think thats another 5gb! hahas.... i wanna watch xiezhi now! but seriously got no time... have to care abt my own studies and my bro's studies[dun ask me y, i was forced!]... double load!

you yuan ren: you wouldnt be lonely with me ard de! cause i will make the world a fun-ner place for you! hahas... so bhb! :P

its not fri but its the end of the school week so according to TRADITION, i'm coming to update my blog!

serene came up with this idea of playing the angel and mortal game within our class and we all picked a mortal... besides that, we did the leading myself thingie that was mentioned but totally slipped my mind! we were supposed to rate ourselves according to respect, resilience, confidence and all that stuff lahs... after that we are supposed to have a one to one talk with our ct and guess wad, i'm again the first cause my surname is chan.. like always... -shakes head-

during pe yest, we did our screening test and i can finally let out a sign of relief that i dun have to come at 7 in the morn to train! cause i passed the standing broad jump and incline pull-ups! thumbs up! went to bathe at the cca block with filzah and josephine after pe...now i know y jo likes to bathe already the feeling of having a cold bath after pe is fabulous! hahas

afternoon during assembly received a postcard from my angel in a very 'mysterious way'! it appeared in my bag... my angel was telling me to stop losing weight but angel if you are reading this, i put back 500g already so must continue to lose weight!

afternoon cnny really did its bit to freak the living daylights out of me! the person who was conducting the course told us all about the other world and how he deals with them... damn freaky! and heard even more freaky stories from jeannette! i was so scarded that i didnt even dare to go home cans? cause i was alone at home and in the end, i didnt even dare to stay alone at home for more that half an hour... ended up meeting my mum at compass point! gosh! i feel so secure with my mum! hahas...

fate is really fate cause i saw jeannette at compass point with her mum! and her mum said that i looked like my mum.... but my mum keeps insisting that my brother loooks more like her and that she picked me up from the rubbish dump! so mean!

today was tiring cause had lessons from morn to afternoon straight... didnt study during breaks but instead ending up gossiping.... hahas.... anyone who is running for student council, you can just say that the main aim of your campaign is to get the school to fire the librians, i can gurantee that you will be student council president straight away!

shima was walking ard the library and shaking everyone's hand like she was running for general elections instead of student council! hahas... but damn funny and very innovative! go shima! :)

tonnes of homework waiting to be done and tests to study for... just kill me now! arhs!

BUT i will "jian chi" cause the book is coming out in 6 days! go go go !

Joanne is super super high now! why?
cause i'm talking to yumin on msn now! that mad girl started by asking me to entertain her cause she is untra bored den got some entertainment for her by asking her to add me on friendster and give me a testimonial! hahas.... den suddenly she asked me if i wanted xiezhi's lion heart and tian hui hui... i agreed and hearing xiezhi singing tian hui hui can just make me melt! anw, it sparked off the madness thats going on between the both of us on msn now!

studied in school with jovena today...not bad, quite productive... anw when i reach home i will just collaspe on the bed and sleep so decided to just study in school...

got our pw groups today.. not bad, i like my group members! sara, jean, quelyn and khar loo [you yuan ren!]... its gonna be fun! everyone is so jovial! hahas... :)

yay! its gonna be the end of another week already! i'm super happy though i'm once again having over strained muscles! pe on wed was TOUGH! we had to do the 'squatting and kneeling' thingie for thirty times[2 sets of 15]. after the first set, i could still stand up and walk ard but at the end of the second set i couldnt even stand up and in the end just collaspe on the floor... did 2 sets of 7 inclined pull ups, that one was still ok as compared to the guys... 20 sits up which explains y now i cant laugh without causing immerse pain on my stomach! to make things worst, there was bldy combat lessons during afternoon pe today and i was like trying to keep myself from screaming out in agony cause all the actions were so vigorious! and i could practically feel my muscles tearing apart! i was begging jean who was behind me to chop off my legs for me! but she didnt! so i had to suffer in silence! hahas... a bit too extreme here!

today during long long break, met og 5 in the library to discuss og shirt and that was 'torture'! y? cause everytime someone says something funny, i would laugh and my muscles would hurt... and that happened like every sec! dickson was drawing some playground thingie for our shirt and we were like erms... inn poh designed this really nice 'sizzle' word on the shirt...tink it would look damn nice! hurry! i want my og shirt! hahas...

was reading valerie's blog just now and it gave me inspiration to add something here... today we were sitting together during maths tutorial and the teacher was going through the inequalities tutorial.. there were like 2 sets of solutions den valerie spent a long time trying to understand it... in the end, she asked me to explain to her and then i leaned over to look at the solutions and guess wad? she copied the wrong solution to the wrong equation! hahahahas...i was laughing again and my sides ache! valerie! i'm gonna get my revenge! but it was damn fun lahs... esp when my damn calculator hanged...i like having lessons with the class! its so fun! always can laugh until die but pls do it when my muscles have recovered! hahas....

i'm a happy happy girl today! cause i downloaded finish 2 shao nian te gong dui and 1 wan quan yu le! thats 3 shows in total with xiezhi! cant wait to find the time to watch it! latest news from my cousin: she has 3 episodes of ai qing mo fa shi waiting for me too! with so many shows, how can i not be happy and contented? hahahas...okies, i'm going crazy cause haven watched xiezhi for very long already! :)

its FRIDAY! gosh, i feel so sadistic now... friday is the only day that i like in the whole week! its also the time for me my over stretched muscles! since its a long story, i shall just start from the beginning!
mon was the first day for official lessons and was still desparately trying to cope with the way jcs conduct lessons! and that is not having a table and chair and a classroom to call your own! you are like constantly on the move and the breaks are like really really long! remember the free periods in sec school which were only one hour long and we were always complaining that y cant breaks be longer...now i take it all back! i want breaks to be shorter so that i can go home earlier! hahas...
the worst thing i found out abt my time table was that we have pe on 2 continous days! thats like so hell! and bringing the extra clothes makes my bag heavy! took height and weigth during the first pe and i was like shit! just dun understand y the hell my weight neva goes down even tho i diet and exercise for the past 2 weeks! my pants are all like dropping off already but my stupid weight has not gone down! thanks HEAVY BONES! second pe was supposed to run but it was running so we ended up doing 'pumping' in the hall... gosh! qiao die sprained her neck during 'crutches'...went to find the pe teacher and he gave me this muscle rub to rub for qiao die's neck... while i was rubbing, she was screaming her head off that the cream was very 'hot'! hahas...
realise that nowadays after school i always see yumin, gillian and huiqi in the cafe outside school! always laugh till death whenever i hang out with them! and yumin has lost her voice which is damn funny! hahas...i was supposed to 'test' her voice every time i see her..hahas...its super funny cause the first word she uses when she see me was 'hello' and it came out all funny! hahas...
ran 4 rounds with jeannette and qiao die today... when we run until half way, jean, valerie and baoqi came to join us...they were there to cheer us on and for the third and fourth round, we each had a personel cheerleader to help us jiayou! and the nicee thing was that they werent wearing pe attire and had to endure heat and sweat in the thick unifo?m! thanks guys! you rock!
met up with my cousin after running and we had nicee long conversations!..love talking to her... she always seem to make my probs seem smaller! tiring day and week afterall!

first day with ct! 0602! at first the only person that i know who belonged in the same class as me was crazy jeannette whose name is spelt with a double n! hahas... act quite nervous, practically like dunno the whole ct... den we had ice breaking games today like wacko which was super funny... learnt ny cheers and played some more games! hahas...
guess wad, i found my long lost twin sister in 0602--tee ying! dunno y but qiao tie says that we look alike and dragged the both of us together to compare... but no matter how i look, i still dun see any alikeness in us until i got valerie to take a photo of us together... and i realise that hey, we do look a little alike...hahas... mayb as time goes by, the alikeness will increase! hahas
my class is very enthu cause we got shima, whose nick name is hiroshima! she was leading us in all the cheers and she carries a radio ard! hahas... we even have a cheer for our class but since i haven memorise all the words yet, i shall not put it down here... -winks-
jeannette was as usual being crazy and super funny... honestly, i wonders where all her energy comes from! she is always so high! hahas... the girls in my class are nicee and the guys are wacky... laughed till my sides ache today and there is more to come tmr cause its day 2 of o2! cant wait!
valerie has become jeannette and my UNIQUE fren cause we share a secret... something that has to do with my BEST FREN! hahas.... 0602, stay enthu!

all good things must end but i didnt think that it would be so fast.... if you hate me den can you freakingly hell come out and tell me for once and for all? at least i get hurt for once and for all and i will know fuckingly that i should get out of your sight and not spoil your day with my very apperance... by not telling me and showing me that 'why are you here' kind of face every time... didnt know your words and actions could be so cruel... and fucking hell you just know how to hurt me... i know i cant win you, you are the oh so nice and friendly girl in our crowd and i'm the attitude prob one... fine, you got everyone on your side...i am just a nobody... i will neva forget the day when you so bloody hell treated me like invisible... no worries, i will scram cause i already know you hate me... but y does it have to be me?

my first entry in jc! hahas...oks, its damn lame!

got posted to nyjc and was all flustered and excited abt it cause i haven stepped into a school since i left st nicks last year. hahas...

first day like so funny cause really dunno anyone there except for gillian and jovena... very scary! the first person that i know in og 5 was inn poh! we went for maths lecture together... den break went to grand stand for ice breakers with og.... there got to know xiaoyan, melissa and jasmin... and first intakers like germaine, kaiyang... dunno y but i went home on the first day feeling depressed.... the thought of appealing out of ny to sp even crossed my mind and i got scolded by my parents...hahas...

BUT i'm glad i didnt cause I started loving my og more and more! Whenever got free period den we go library slack...hahas... our og is really bonded! everyone so enthu and stuff! i like this kind of feeling! hahas... sam went like 'you guys already have og outing on the 4th day?!' hahas...

taking bus to school to jov every morn...very funn cause we will like always guage when the bus will be coming and we have to walk a damn long way to school... hopefully by walking another 2 years den can jian fei lahs!

so sad, today will be the last day that our og will be together but nvm we will have regular og outings! melissa, inn poh, jasmin, tze yin,xiaoyan...you guys made my day! and of cos first week in ny too! thanks so much! you guys rock!

first entry for the year 2006! hahas...thats like so extreme! anyway, starting from the beginning of the year...

i have officially joined the ranks of the working! hahas...worked during the cny season in humming house. sucky place there is! though most of the temp staff there are nicee people, there are these 3 bitches that i totally cant stand! they suck mans! just because they worked during the x'mas season and are supposedly more pro than the rest of us! fucking hell! but overall , the temp staff are still nicee people! BUT the pay is damn miserable though we have like thousand over hours of ot! i'm neva going back there either to work or to buy hampers! and if someone act give me hampers from this stupid company, i'm gonna chuck it out of the window! dun say i didnt give advance warning! hahas...

NOw working at Marina Country Club...the pay is equally miserable! hahas...ten hours work day, 6 days a week! thats like sheer torture! hahas... after work still have to rush home to teach my brother! seriously the only time i have for myself is late at night when everyone is asleep! how loser can i get? hahas....can school start faster? !

hmmm,learning from past years, i never keep my new year resolutions, but i'm very determined this year! i calculated le! xiezhi's BMI is 21.2 so that will be my target! looks like i have to lose abt 6kg! determined! i have taken to climbing the stairs every day instead of taking the lift! dun laugh cause i dun live on the 2nd storey..i live on the 12th storey so thats like 6 times more! hahas...but so far like still no effect lehs! hahas....

*dun cry because its over but smile because it happened....

ONe more thing: Happy Belated Birthday Xiezhi! 28 years old le! stay youthful! :)

yay! finally done with my new template! hahas... okaes, the last time i was here was before o levels i tink... sorta abandoned this blog le...hahas...
yuppies, a little update of my hols so far...

came back from taiwan on 12 dec! the trip was just fantastic! hahas...taiwan rocks! scenery is nicee, food is super! i love gao xiong! changed hotels every night but it was damn funn cause my cousin and i were sharing one room and we always went mad in the rooms! hahas...the best thing abt the hotels was the tv! they like had hundred over channels and we oculd watch all the varitety shows that we wanted! hahas...every night was scanning the tv for 5566 but didnt see them until the last night! hahas...repeat of wan yu and we were screaming tho it was like 1 plus the morn! hahas...

5566 third concert on 17 dec! its the best concert so far! who cares wad the newspapers think? to me, its the nicest concert and thats wad matters! hahas...got front row seats this year and they were really close! xiezhi learnt to speak in thai! so cute! hahas...
and the nkf show the day after! they sang hao jiu bu jian and bao se hua yang! so nicee! but could see that xiezhi was really tired! lalalas...

hmmm, this is supposed to be one of the best hols ever but i just cant help feeling down despite of everything... everything is like going to be so diff.... no more st nicks to return to at the beginning of the next year... new lives, new environment, new friends... would i soon become a memory of the very distant past? i just dun seem to fit into the present.... everything is just so not real to me...

1. wow! like when was the last time i updated? hahas...got back all prelims already and it was like shit! i'm gonna make a carrer out of a road sweeper! hahas...anyone interested in joining me? hahas... suddenly very motivated to study very very hard for the actual o levels! heard so many miracle stories and thought why others can do and i cant? i wanna create a miracle too and indirectly shove the jerk's face in the toilet bowl where he rightly deserves to be! oh gosh! i really hate the fucking idiot mans! wonder why was my dad ever borned into such a freaking shit family!? but my mum's side of the family all but make up for the unpleasant relatives i have from my dad's side! all the people there are just so fake! all they do everyday is to compare who lives in the biggest house, who drives the biggest cars, whose wife wears the biggest diamonds and so on... how fake and superficial! wu liao! dun you have better things to do? and as the saying goes: whatever happens in the older generation will definitely affect the younger generation...i'm super super determined to show my dad's side of the family who got the children to be most proud of! cause that is cetainly better than the materlistic stuff like house and cars!

hahahs...i just wanna kiss priscilla and grace! was damn moody the whole of last week cause prelims and adding to the fact that 5566 is coming on sat but i couldnt go for their autograph session...plus a hundred and one things...badd badd mood! hahas...but i was comforted by the fact that my album still had a chance of being signed cause priscilla and grace agreed to sign for me and my cousin...
den on the morn of the auotgraph session itself, we got the bad news that our albums cannot be signed cause it was taiwan version! oh god! my cousin and i were so devastated and disappointed! but no choice lohs..just reminded priscilla to take lots of photos!
the autograph session ended at seven so msg priscilla to ask how was the whole thing and she gave me a BIGG SURPRISE!! SHE MANAGED TO SIGN MY COUSIN'S AND MY ALBUM!
gosh! i was like screaming into the phone!!! hahas...and she told me something even better! XIEZHI READ OUT MY NAME!!!
was wondering how could her be when my cousin solved the mystery for me! she wrote our names on the album for priscilla to differentiate but xiezhi saw and said "JOANNE!" arhs! but grace told him that she wasnt joanne! den he said "bang wo ,xiezhi xie xie ni de peng you dui 5566 de zi ci!" sooooo sweet! and when he couldnt see my cousin's name, he passed it to meng zhe and say "ni bang wo kan!" soooo cute! hahas...really yi han that i didnt manage to see the real him but never minds! i got the album to accompany me until the next time they come to xuan chuan their concert! -gone mad-

first week of prelims almost over le! and i totally screwed up my physics pratical! sigh, wad to do? when you hate the teacher, you naturally hate the subject! hahas...i know weird logic...one week and one more day left to go! jiayou blue badge!

i really dunno how to act around you...if you hate me just tell me so, den at least i know that i need to go further away from youu...i cant read your mind... just tell me and free me of all these pain and misery

my god! i'm so tired i barely made it home today! went cycling at east coast park today after english prelim paper with ming,helen and gillian! hahas...was laughing my head off...helen and gillian were really funny cause they were trying to learn to cycle...hahas...i sound so mean! we rested at a jetty and we climbed over the railings..damn scary cause the sea was high tided today..
i'm gonna hate 76 for the rest of my life! the bus ride was soo long and it brings us to all the ulu-fied place in singapore like wad amber road? hahas...lame sia?!
today's prelim paper was totally sucky...dun wanna dwell into it le! jus hope that i can do better for the other papers! -slits throat-

da jia hao jiu bu jian! wow! like when was the last time that i was here? cant remember le! hahas... prelims first paper tmr! english! everyone jiayou!

5566's third album rocks mans! its soooo nice! hahas...the songs are excellent!

here to blog a bit before hitting the books again...jus got prelims taime table and realised that it draggs on for about a month! counting from august, we have 3 months to o levels... one more month to prelims, one month of prelims and one more month to o levels! this is how fast time has flew this year! -shudders-
anyway, choo flared up at us today...she was teaching the i,j vectors but not everyone was listening cause there was like a ss test right after maths... some were sleeping and some were studying ss...think she was pretty pissed but she continued teaching until she sorta screamed at yu ou to put away the ss tb on her table...i was like dozing off that kind of thing when i heard choo saying "go, go" in a very impatient voice so i looked up to see wads her prob. and i saw this idoit crossing her arms and pushing her damn bigg boobs up with her arms, with a damn bu shuang expression on her face asking choo if she could go to the toilet. wah lao, attitude prob arhs?! cant stand her mans! she is so obviously fake in front of the teachers and desparately wants attention from guys... we were like wads her fcuking prob mans?[not choo]

xubie 2005-- my xu bie

saddening but sweet
tired but happy

sigh...now i feel so empty after offically stepping down! didnt have extra lessons yest den went down for xu bie at 3 plus. the sec ones were already sitting outside at the cyber cafe to sing hua xiang for us..oh mans, there was already a lumo in my throat at that time can?! act when i was walking to the mpr, i was already telling jov that i didnt want to reach the end of the corridor cause it would mean the beginning of the end... but has to happen has to happen so eventually we reached the cybercafe... after the sec one performance, we were led into the darkened mp3 and there was a 'path' lined out with the light sticks and its was so sweet! hahas...then the sec 2 performance, it was so sad can their performance?! den they showed us a very touching video clip and i was like crying buckets there cause it was really touching?! cyn and qianx were crying too...hahas... after that our level item, not a bad dance guys!
souvenier ceremony and i got mine from zhang chun yu?! hmmm, dunno how to describe that feeling! hahas...

later we cut cake at the canteen and gave out and receive presents... thanks a million guys! both to blude badge and juniors alike! sparkling juice time with xuan chuan first den with blue badge...
as usual, the xuan chuan one cannot pop lahs...not bad mahs! hahas...me,ruo bin,qing yi and ivy were like shaking the bottle to no avail until we had to pull out the cork! hahas..
but it was a totally diff case for blude badge...deb was shaking the bottle for a while and complaining that it cant open..den suddenly bear talked [or so she claims] and the cork jus poped out! hahas...hilarous time!

last words: hua hui! wo ai ni men hen duo hen duo! cant imagine life without you guys! won hui hui lai kan ni men de!

my first entry for july 2005! hahas...does this give you a clue as to how long i have abandoned my blog?! hahas...anyway,nothing much happening nowadays jus that its study study and study for the thousands of tests every week! this week four,last week five and next week 6?! oh mans..wonder how i am going to last until o levels! but i will! i swear i will! jiayou fellow sec fours!

had wei lao last week! it was damn funn! hahas... we act went back as xue jies and the feeling was great! hahas... the xue meis had to stand and greet us! hahas...after doing it for 4 years, its finally our turn! hahas...jus kidding and there was this prize giving thingie going on...xuan chuan got the most courteous award?! like diaox! hahas...later we didnt have to quene for our food! we got to cut and choose wad we wanted to eat! heh...sound so evil! later pop sparkling jucie with xuan chuan 05 and 04! hahas...so corny...xuan chuan 04 only had me,ruobin,yunjie,charmaine and ming shan and everyone was like staring at us! but who cares?! its my last year and i wanna go mad! hahas....xuan chuan 04,our outing! after my o levels k?! we go cut paper again! hahahahahas -evil laugh-
xubie next fri..time really passes so fast! st nicks---the place i spent the last decade...i will treasure every memory...lalalals

Qihang 2005 rocks to the core! out of all my four qihangs, i tink i love this year's qihang the most tho not the process...hahas...
went to school at 8 to do all the zhu yuan's qihang presents! hahas..
xuan chuan'05: hope you all like the test tubes that the zhu zhangs gave you guys!
later went outside with jolene to buy flowers and got caught in the rain instead with a bunch of flowers and a bunch of bananas in tow! hahas...in the end, both of us were drenched wet even tho we had an umbrella! hahahas...
went abt doing the chores that we had to do during 11-1... gave out presents and got presents! now i'm known as the banana woman to ruo bin,yun jie,kemin,jie hui,xiao wei,char,ming shan,jacinta and jiayi! hahas...cause i gave them each a banana for qihang! hahas...the bananas were cute lohs! -indignant-
got nice nice presents this year...
jov: i love your star pillow! hugging it now!
qianx: i will burn midnight oil with your candle!
cyn,cuix,jie ying: i will always remember your lovely flowers!
hann: i will keep cool with your ice stick!
charissa:bowling some day with the bowling pins?! hahas
cam:your sweets made my last qihang doubly sweet!
weiling: i will be healthy with your apple cause an apple a day keeps the doc away!
samq:i will write my way to A1s with your pencil!
phebe: thanks for your 'heart' and good lucks!

fellow blue badges: we really grew a lot as a level during the four years together! i love you all to bits and pieces! we must make qihang every year a reunion for us! hahas... will miss all of you when we graduate! rock on blues!

my last qihang le. starting to be post-qihang depressed. so much has happen in my 4 years in hua hui. i will treasure every single piece of memory cause it makes me who i am today. its time we hand it down to the juniors. i really love my fellow blue badges. xuan chuan'04,i love you guys too. and all those who have touched me in one way or another,i love all of you. let the hua hui spirit live on!

woah! time really passes so fast! hahas...its qihang tmr!
hua hui jiayoux!
blue badge: hey guys! its our last qihang! jiayoux!

i'm drowning in my pile of homework! arhs! so much to do yet so little time! i will jiayou and do well for o levels! -nodds-

i jus realised that my balding prob is really bad! hahas..thats a big patch where hair is supposed to be! arhs! bejing 101, here i come! kk, i'm being lame! back to doing presents for qihang!

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Happy Fathers' Day!
hahas...father's day, baked cookies for my dad with my cousin...
today had gathering together with my mum' s side of the family...as usual had loads of fun! hahas....
went gown hunting with joyce and ming on fri...had fun trying on the gowns at orchard and we all bought our gowns already! hahas...mine is a floor length,crossed back purple gown...act had my mind set on this white gown but its too transparent and it looks more like a bride's maid dress...hahas...
tmr shao nian te gong dui!

wosh...joanne is a damn tired girl today...went sentosa with joyce,xt and ming today...so fun!we risked our lives walking along the so-called beach with all the cars and lorries zooming past us cans? hahas....we were sun tanning in the sun with our legs in the water and got ourself filled with sand..hahas...slack ard and took the beach train so many times i thnk even the uncle driving the train recongises us mans! hahas...took photos and left sentosa at like 4 plus almost five...
didnt went home, went my cousin's hse instead cause tonight got shao nian te gong dui! hahas..yes again! reached her hse at like ard 6 den we went and buy dinner... all in all, its a fun day...yupps!

wow! its like more than one month since i blogged?! too lazy lahs...hahas...anyway,damn tired today cause only slept like 4 hours the night before...was at my cousin's hse watching wan quna yu le 's 3th anniversary...crappy show but damn funny! hahas...realised that i'm really at my cousin's hse a lot of times recently...act not really recently cause it started from last year...hahas... now hols, sleep over at her hse at least twice a week...hahas...always have a hell load of fun at her hse... yeah, going to her hse on mon to watch shao nian te gong dui! lalalas...its now my second home...hahas....

first week of intensive studying finally over!! one more week to go! had so many maths and chem lessons this week cans?! so sian...received a rude shock from mrs khong...sighs...wad can i do? its not as if i didnt try my best, i really did lohs...can i help it if i'm stupid? anyway, i dun want to diasppoint my parents too cans?! really think that its so ironic... sometimes i can feel a burst of motivation coming from within me and that can spur me on for only a limited period of time...most of the time i jus feel stressed and sit down there telling myself that i cannot make it... spilt personalities...sigh...